Crossroads

from the day we spoke I fell in love

didn’t have that feeling till I heard your voice

I miss hearing the sound that echoed thee expression of god

prayed for me during 😩

you blessed my heart with your prayer and now your gone,

holding back from hitting you up and I can’t put my pride aside

they call that codependency, and I’m a give you space no time to chase

my bag is infinite and it still runneth

but what about the love between us

I thought it was infinite, abundant

caught between my higher self and the universe at the crossroads of being vulnerable

how you blessed my mind then you walked away

how we shared souls, that was so manipulative

not trying to be passive but it is what it is

In my mind I’m still wondering can I get you back

cause what was once our story faded but I’m not going to worry

we talk about self love but we’re still human

I know I need to love myself, but I want to quench my thirst, I’m at the crossroads

whose going to love you better, no one

I know it seems a little cocky, but what do you know about unconditional love?Come caress my back and stop playing boy

put your arms around me I’m just saying, but I’m still at them crossroads…..

indecision.