CHAOS

My mind often wonders.Im often present, but absent everyday. No one knows what I have to go through just to make it through the day. I cant stand to feel this way one more day.

I can hear the thunder in my head, as my thoughts gets louder my voice gets smaller. I cant explain the pain. It comes so fast. I dont know how long it will last.

The fear instilled in me, I know will never leave. Freedom comes from within inside, and out. From letting go of old self doubt.

Haunting memories Past mistakes,will no longer cause my heart to ache. I pretend with all my might it seems louder at night. Every step toward normalcy is closer to the break. I dont know how long this shall take.

The battle must come to an end. My inner child needs time to mend. They never question the smile, but they never see the tears that I cry.

You left without A goodbye, I dont have the energy to cry.Id ask you to stay but, but is there really anything left to say?