There it is a beautiful butterfly that I am supposed to love and admire.
But what if sometimes I don't?
Butterflies' signals change. But when will it finally come?
When will all your hopes and dreams be fulfilled?
I used to get a warm feeling when I saw a butterfly
A warm feeling that I am loved and watched over.
Now I try to avoid it (Like the human I am).
Do not get me wrong.
Maybe you are thinking that I do not want to change. Or that I am just fearful.
But, I avoid it because I am, truthfully, impatient.
There is only so much patience that one can have.
So much love that you can give others before you run out of love.
There is only so much you can hurt that you can take.
I honestly think that I am a fool...... most of the time
A fool that still has hope.
Why?
I am still trying to figure that out.
Even though life has kicked me so many times.
I still believe.
Believe in finding my soulmate....one day...hopefully (even though its a pain to wait)
Believe in getting a job that inspires me...again... fingers crossed (even though school is destroying me)
Believe in regaining my happiness (even though I may not believe sometimes)
Having a family (in the future), helping kids, working with kids, not feel stupid 24/7
I can list thousands of thoughts that go through my head and pick apart all the negative emotions
Why?
Good question
It is because I am human that still believes
Even though I fear the butterfly
I hope that one day, I can become a better, happier, and loving person.
-Soph
About the Creator
Soph
Welcome to my page!
My stories will consist of poems that are both new and old. The poems will cover many subjects and emotions that my life experience has brought me.
I hope that my poems will touch or inspire you.
-Soph
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