Grandma Myrtle
takes her toast burnt
but she slathers it with jam
to remind her
sacrifices
need not equal pain.
I would eat mine golden
drizzle honey over butter
under peanut butter under
sliced bananas topped with cinnamon
(when we had the money).
When we didn't, which was mostly,
I would scrape
brown sugar from the bottom
of a bowl of rice milk
turned to syrup from
too sweet puffed wheat.
When I moved out,
I stopped eating breakfast.
Black coffee and cigarettes,
(because who has time)
replaced my few creature comforts
('cause luxury's just that).
When I grew up,
I stopped smoking cigarettes;
took my coffee dark brown
(most days),
sometimes even sweet,
but breakfast
still meant struggle most days,
because I was still so tired
from overly busy dreams.
When I wake up
at the crack of dawn for no good reason
I imagine
all the items
in the fridge I'm going to cook
before falling back asleep.
When I go to work (late)
at the place that doesn't need me
as much as I think I need it,
I order toast for staff meal;
leave it under
the heat lamp until it's charred
and use it
to scoop jam out of packets
and think of Myrtle.
She would have at least
sat down to eat.
When I was small,
I used to read
'Bread and Jam for Frances'.
I could still
use practice
with the odd string bean.
About the Creator
J
I will not say: do not weep; for not all tears are an evil
Comments (7)
Great poem! Love how in built from childhood nostalgia to current day circumstances
This was a great read J, and I like how it all ties together at the ed. Some very familiar notes here with rushed breakfasts before work, or scraping brown sugar from the cereal bowl. Touching, and nicely doneπ€
This was so heartfelt and moving. I feel I know you better, or can pretend we were the same person, after reading this poem. I love your descriptions and your asides. Beautiful work, J!
Wooohooooo congratulations on your win! ππππππ
I can visualize every description you laid bare on the table, which is one of my favorite things about great poetry. Your piece creates memories as I read it and unfolds the layers under which my own memories were hiding. Lovely work here. Congratulations on your placement in the Snacktime Sonata challenge!
Seems so sad when we don't even have time for breakfast. Loved your poem!
I loved your descriptions! I like burned toast with peanut butter.