Booster Shot Blues
A poem in seven rhyme royals
I poke myself in my left eye once more
When your entire body is shuddering
Removing makeup is a painful chore
I let out a shaky breath, wondering
How will I make it? When I’m tottering
At the sink, and it’s cold and I’m in pain
If this sounds dramatic, let me explain
***
They say I’m logical and rational
With feet firmly on the ground, no nonsense
A problem solver, steady, practical
I am most days, I suppose, no pretense
And I’ve got resilience too, gritty, intense
Any wavering imperceptible
And to setbacks I’m insusceptible
***
It’s true, that’s me, unless I’m mildly sick
Fever robs me of my identity
Or rather removes all artifice quick
Common sense and reason abandon me
When faced with an intimate enemy
And when perseverance takes its leave too
Who’s left? A weak, spineless baby, that’s who
***
So when the chills and aches launch their attack
My nighttime routine becomes a war zone
Contact pried from my eye, I stumble back
It falls and despair as I’ve never known
Surges, it’s lost, I’m weak and all alone
Then silicon catches fluorescent light
Glimmer of hope, it gives new will to fight
***
It’s too much, the energy to bend down
It takes everything in me, I’m empty
Trembling, groaning, but it’s done, I may drown
In rising tidal waves of self pity
But I hold tight to this small victory
A great battle looms, twelve steps to my room
I can’t make it! To try will be my doom
***
What choice is there? Crumpling onto the floor
Into a heap on tile? No. It’s too cold.
And so I move, shuffling toward the first door,
Each slow step like those of someone so old
A long epic journey that won’t be told
Arrived at last, collapse and burrow deep
Fiercest fighting always wages in sleep
***
Desperate pleas for sweet relief escape
And despite my agonizing, I know
Woes to which I almost capitulate
Are no true suffering, and even so
A thought profound, to win one must let go
Unconscious defeat of disease in rest
While mind retreats, body is put to test.
About the Creator
D.K. Shepard
Character Crafter, Witty Banter Enthusiast, World Builder, Unpublished novelist...for now
Fantasy is where I thrive, but I like to experiment with genres for my short stories. Currently employed as a teacher in Louisville.
Comments (3)
Fanrastic!!! Loving it!!!💕♥️♥️
Man-flu? This sounds like me.
Wonderfully agonising! ‘ And so I move, shuffling toward the first door, Each slow step like those of someone so old’… such times give me a tiny insight into my dear fail, elderly Dad’s final days… no picnic for him!