I battle to be with you every day
Not against you
But against the demons from my past
***
Past relationships that didn't work out
Voices whispering
"He's no different."
Saying to me
"Yes he's being suspect."
***
When really the sane part of me
Believes you're not
It believes your being genuine
***
But those nasty nasty demons
Still creep the fuck in
Invading my ability to trust you
It's not logical to me
Why can't I trust you?
***
Poor bleeding heart
Guess this is your karma
For staying when you should have left
Wedging doors open
Instead of welding them shut.
About the Creator
Tressa Rose
On a serious self-discovering, soul-searching journey. Breaking myself out of a stagnant shell and reaching out for my dream of being a writer.
Co-author of Bounce Back- Dreams to Reality: Faith Over Fear
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