I told you I can't
I told you that was the last time
I told you I was done with all of it
Yet here I am
Like a coward
I was too afraid to die
Too afraid to even tell you why
That even though I hated it all
I fell in love with the world
I fell in love with life
And somehow that love was enough
It was enough to make me hesitate
To wonder if I was making a mistake
No matter how much pain I endured
My stupid love for life
It kept me anchored to the world
Because I had so much yearning
For what life could be
That my lack of hope
Simply meant my days were spent in agony
Wanting to do better
But knowing I wouldn’t
About the Creator
Catherine
I am a 20-year-old college student who deals with depression and anxiety and uses writing and poetry to understand it better. This is my raw feelings put into words, and this is me.
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