Bipolar

I bight upon my bottom lip

my mind is craving rain

For every time the mist turns heavy

I feel a less insane

I was born bipolar

Or does it come with age ?

This I tend to think upon

Its always ticking in my brain .

Do you have a reason

to think the way I do ?

Do you have bipolar ?

Or in truth does it have you ?

The rain does it come calling

to take away your pain

or any other mental illness

fucking with your brain ?

Is it just the normal

to take tablets every day

just to feel the so called normal

To fit in with this game ?

Games other people made up

That we must play along

Another 50 hour week

Fuck that seems so long .

Should I see a doctor ?

Should I disappear ?

back into the darkness

of where we all do fear .

Smoke that shit that hippies do

smoke upon a bong ?

Maybe it is why I'm like this

so many years have gone

Medication ,drugs and so on

where did it all go wrong ?