Being The Beautiful

Being The Beautiful

Beautiful, Pretty, radiant,

Smiles, vibes are all what

I thought it would be.

To embrace the self,

For who it is, is the,

Most courageous thing,

You will ever do in your life.

Every moment, Everywhere,

It gets harder to hide.

Hiding and pretense is such a thing,

Like relief, comfort you can call.

But it doesn't seem like that anymore.

Could it be a little longer?

This awakening, to be the self is the thing,

the joy, the ultimate one, one seeks in life.

I can't unlearn this, tho I want to.

It takes all you, which is hard, to give all to you.

The courage you have never thought of,

never seen, is needful for the purpose.

Lost many, reasons different, known, unknown.

A wonderful day, met a person,

I could be free with.

Less are they, maybe

I come closer to their rather.

Maybe, I have worked hard so far,

that it came nearby.

This couldn't be delayed anymore,

any later than this,If it was so,

I might have given up already.

I would have hidden again.

Beauty is veiled again.

it was too bright that it came out somehow.

In this journey, of being the beautiful,

I approached many, many reached me.

I understood many, many understood me.

And many, loving and embracing.

Never thought that you would do this to me,

darling, if it wasn't for you,

I would always live as I was.

This struggle might never exist.

thought of reaching you, to be near you,

to be known and loved, but had to keep me hidden.

Falling, getting up has gotten routine

to life, maybe I am strengthening.

They said they understand and care,

Nervous were they, when I am myself.

Worried were they, when I reached them,

No doubt, you loved, but all I need was you,

to respect, to understand, and embrace.

You ain't in love with me, that's not me.

by now you should be in the process,

to love, accept and understand.

could you do that?

it is hard. It is like walking with toes,

but you know it is possible,

you do this if you love me.

even if it's hard to understand at least try.

but don't be a hurdle.

To learn, to accept your true self brings

good people around,

People who love themselves

and life turns the other way around.

This doesn't work here.

I am so sunk in an inferiority complex

that I am blind to love around.

it blocks the love and beauty around.