I wonder if the ash of your cigars
reminded you of soot & sand
on beaches you stormed.
You’d stare at the clear glass,
dusted with the remnants
of the cigar
that held onto your thoughts
as you smoked it.
I wondered as a child
how you could escape into
your cigars
but now I know
every roll of tobacco
held a memory
You needed to let go of.
Your trauma burned
with every puff
and you let it roll
In your mouth
like a story you’ll never tell again.
You went to war,
yet came back with more battles
fighting in your mind.
When you left us,
we let your body become ash,
finding your peace
like all those cigars
in the crystal ashtray urn.
About the Creator
Josey Pickering
Autistic, non-binary, queer horror nerd with a lot to say.
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Outstanding
Excellent work. Looking forward to reading more!
Top insights
Excellent storytelling
Original narrative & well developed characters
Heartfelt and relatable
The story invoked strong personal emotions
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