Amongst A Multitude of Shimmering Stars...
you are never alone
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The cheers - and jeers - have long since faded,
the cavalcade of rainbows swept
up with debris, errantly tossed to the ground
by celebratory hands
*
It is something I've only experienced
via the random scrolling of a Facebook feed,
pausing at times to vicariously soak in
the festivities of Others.
I've been a mere spectator,
awash in a sea of wanting.
*
But still...
to be even just a sliver in the
Door of Knowing?
During my moments of indirect participation,
I can't help but feel as if I'm a vital part of
- Something -
energetically
beautifully
and
profoundly
Dynamic.
*
...but I am left alone now,
with my own thoughts, my own feelings
disconnected from the Power
that Unity brings
*
I’ve always been a solitary creature,
even in the midst of chaotic wonder
I’ve always sought joy in just – being
but over time, in my search for all that is
Me
I have discovered that with authentic Unity
comes the radiance of Harmony
*
…and Unwavering Acceptance.
*
To believe that I am an Essence 0f
The All...
that I sparkle amongst a vast
array of iridescent stars -
- but still, I maintain my
own, unique shimmer in the brilliance of
The Many?
*
I have found - Solace.
*
….but now,
the Coalition of Love
has disbanded…
drifting off into the world,
like glittering spores of a
dandelion, blown by the winds
of Change…
*
…and now, alone...
the cascade of exuberant voices
drifting away with dandelion winds
It is my voice to which my mind
so ardently listens…
*
…and that voice is a harsh one at times.
*
An unsettled mind can be a traumatic realm
in which to find the timbre of tranquility,
An unsettled heart sets an erratic beat
to which you can no longer joyfully dance
I think I know who I am…
…but is my Identity defined by me…
or those who seek to infiltrate my
consciousness -
box and label-maker in hand?
*
If I don't tear myself open,
baring all that I am to the world,
am I a façade?
I hope not.
I live with an unfastened mind…
and a gaping heart,
raw and vulnerable to the harshness
that cruel intentions can bring.
*
I’m not perfect.
I am, after all, human -
Highly Complex
Grossly Flawed
An intermingling of atoms
neurons,
strands of familial DNA,
and a toss and a tingle
of miscalculations
and mistakes
piloted by my heart,
leaving my brain in
the dusty trail of Regret.
*
Others think they know me -
and with parts of me,
they do -
titles, subtitles, and scribblings
of chapters meant for the masses –
not necessarily for those seeking –
Genre.
*
My more fragile pages,
yellowed with Time
worn by Fraught and Fear
remain Classified -
subject only to the perusal of
those whose minds are
untangled,
without judgment,
devoid of prejudice
I’m an athenaeum of my own keeping,
a reclusive librarian,
wandering the aisles,
protector of my own tomes.
*
I walk this world -
my internal library staunchly intact -
feeling the surety of my
feet as they root with the earth,
securing my place within her -
yet it's a bond tenuous enough
to allow me the freedom
to move forever forward.
I swim the seas of life, feeling the rolling
of the waves...
they cradle me -
- carry me -
as a gentle Mother would a timid child
*
I am, after all, Fluid.
*
I love, not by scientific standards,
but by theories scrawled and sifted –
- and sometimes ordained -
by Celestial Hands.
*
I adapt.
I grow.
I change.
I am forever moving,
eternally striving…
*
I am Evolution.
*
…and sometimes,
…within arms of Unwavering Acceptance -
…impassioned by the soulful kisses of a Loving Congregation
*
I am Revolution.
*
If I close my eyes…
If I listen with an open heart…
If I see with a yearning spirit…
Even in my present solitary stillness…
I can hear the cheers of freedom.
I can feel the celebratory hands clasping my own.
I can see the brilliant waves of rainbows moving in, around,
and through me.
I can see the glistening of a multitude of stars,
disconnected by Time
separated by Space
*
….but forever Unified in Love…
*
…and at the depths of my cavernous -
hungering -
soul,
I can hear a faint voice feeding me
with compassionate consolation -
breathing into my heart the words:
“You are not alone.”
About the Creator
Kim Thayer
I was 8 yrs old when I asked for an electric typewriter for Christmas. From my earliest days, I learned that I can more easily explore the depths of me & express myself in writing. Now, I've decided to start sharing. Thanks for reading!
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