Afraid to Feel
Inner Storms
Disguised in positivity
Spirituality; sophisticated clever escape
Can never relate
Too deeply from my body
Cause my soul isn’t free
I've been running from feeling
Unable to unleash the stormy sea crashing in me
Like I said the waves are intense
Immense
Insurmountable mountains of lies and distrust
Inner disgust
Towards mainly myself
A living hell that constantly shifts and makes me sick
'Cause I can barely keep up with it
Life sucking entity...
It breeds and feeds off of grief and fear
The shape shifting of faces begins as I awake
But if I just stay
Just stay in one place
Here.
Now.
Completely still...
I end the chase in an INSTANT.
Sillyratracealwayspacinganticipatingfate
And time STOPS.
It all comes crashing down
And I can see clear for once
Eternal love
Overrides the mentality of scarcity that has me dancing like a lifeless puppet
Slave to its strings
Past lives ties of hard times
Of being poor, torn, and worn out
Incapable of finding my way
So I stop
For a moment...
And I am home.
Away from the solemn prison of pain
Lurking just beneath the surface
Always ready to play
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