“A Multitude of personalities”

How can I allow anyone in??

When I’ve never allowed my own soul a chance to reside.

Then when you’ve pushed away all of your family & friends, you might run into the opposite of what you’ve been looking for.

“DEPRESSION”

It finds you, pushing you further and further away until the light blinds you.

Turning my actions and thoughts, all my reasons against me, I’ve been physically hurt & emotionally scared.

My emotions have been missing, so I don’t even know how they are.

Maybe I’ve gone to far,

Because when I look back I only see “struggle”. I missed my exit to continue straight.

I didn’t get off at the next, nor the one after that. Now I’m so far gone I’m not sure if I ever wanna come back!

Unintentionally focused on my own demise, I get snapped back into reality and blessed by the “Most High”

I’m no longer blind! “The visionary”

I can see what must be done, and together we sit on the horizon of all that I’ve become.

Of course I was informed that this journey won’t be easy, I will struggle and suffer worse than before, but this is my story! Stay tuned for more