A million apologies
Carla "SofiiLove" Garcia
I know I’ve said these two words a little too much,
After my multiple failures and multi destructs,
Always feeling that you’ll walk away,
Worried about the causes of your pain.
I am untrusting if the world we lead,
Even untrusting of the air I breathe,
Any which way I choose to turn,
My thoughts on my mind of negativity and alert.
What I’m trying to say in so many ways,
Is how sorry I am of the way I behave,
Not mentally growing to be better,
Only growing much more bitter.
A million apologies for everything I have done,
Not wanting to lose my only one,
Finding ways of making things right,
Fearing the day that you will ride deep into the night.
A million ways of telling you I care,
Only to find myself in utter despair,
Begging you to please give me a chance,
But knowing it’ll always be the same dance.
I’ve promised to change time and time again,
I know what I have to do is abstain,
Abstain from ever doing wrong,
To the only man I’ve truly love.
About the Creator
Carla SofiiLove Garcia
Writing is my passion... find me on Twitter @goddesswriter90.
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