A Few of my Lyrics

A collection of lyrics part two:

Fairytale Lies:

Once upon a time,

You and I were the fairytale I dreamed of.

Everything was as I hoped it would be.

We were joyful in our bliss,

Riding the waves of our happiness.

Then they came crashing down.

We fell down,

They took our breath away.

All of a sudden,

I felt like I was drowning.

And there was no light above to swim to.

Why oh why,

Did it all have to change?

Lie oh lie,

That’s all I heard from you.

What was true,

What was real.

I don’t know oh I don’t know.

The demons took hold of you,

They changed you.

The fear took hold of me,

It changed me.

Your addiction is a problem,

That you won’t face.

The blade that slices through,

Ended all that we had.

The words that fell from your lips,

Oh they Cut deeper than any blade.

Why oh why,

Did it all have to change?

Lie oh lie,

That’s all I heard from you.

What was true,

What was real.

I don’t know oh I don’t know.

Manipulate to control all around you,

Ignoring all that you endanger.

Forgetting the faces of two young girls,

That rely on you.

Still believing that you haven’t done any wrong.

I have to take control of what I can,

So I say goodbye.

Why oh why,

Did it all have to change?

Lie oh lie,

That’s all I heard from you.

What was true,

What was real.

I don’t know oh I don’t know.

Goodbye

The start of a new beginning:

You found me when I was fragile,

I left you when I was strong enough to stand alone.

Years of us together ended with one year of torture.

You were my one and only,

My forever.

The father of my daughters.

Today your an addict,

A compulsive liar.

A man who held a knife to his throat,

A man who threatened me.

No blade can cut deeper then the realisation that you’re nothing more than a sheep in wolves clothing.

You pushed me under the water before I had a chance to breathe.

Your emotions drowned me.

The waves of your personality controlled me.

I kicked out from below but a rope was tied to my ankle,

Dragging me down further.

Do you realise who you are.

This jealous man who no longer cares as much as a dad should?

You found me when I was fragile,

I left you when I was strong enough to stand alone.

Years of us together ended with one year of torture.

You were my one and only,

My forever.

The father of my daughters.

You proposed out of guilt,

Guilt for the money wasted,

The drugs taken,

The lies and manipulation.

You fell down a rabbit hole and tried to drag me with you.

I said no,

You said I need to relax.

I said no,

You convinced me I was going to hurt our kids if I didn’t.

Yet there you were pretending to be lil red riding hoods grandma.

Chasing after the basket of crystals.

No disguise can hide who you truly are.

Your nothing more then a monster.

Your the boogeyman waiting around every corner.

Asking what I’m doing,

Convinced you did nothing wrong,

That I’m with someone else.

Bullshit!

I’m protecting our girls,

I’m sorting my life out,

I’m getting away from you.

You’re damn right I’m cutting our ties!

You found me when I was fragile,

I left you when I was strong enough to stand alone.

Years of us together ended with one year of torture.

You were my one and only,

My forever.

The father of my daughters.