"if i could hold you until you stopped shaking with doubt, fell asleep in my arms, and kiss your smile awake every morning i would"
i had to write that down
put it on a Post-It Note
stick under the window sill
over my bed
to remember the words of adoration you uttered to me
the last time we spoke
they told me after the rupture you were there
kissing and proclaiming your Love for me
into my bandaged forehead
someone snapped a picture of that tender moment
i had to save that picture
in my cell phone
put it in a folder
along with the other pictures i have of you
so i am reminded of us as a Loving unit
the rupture fragmented my memory
so i feel a lot of things
that i am not sure if i told you
i scribble them down in a journal
keep it by my bed and check them off as i go
because i don’t want to ever forget to tell you
that i Love you
i am here for you
with open arms
and a sincere heart
i muttered the words “i Love you too, woman”
over and over again
until they became a lullaby or nursery rhyme
“all the king’s horses and all the king’s men”
until they became committed
to my fragmented memory
and i no longer needed it
on a Post-It Note
so please forgive me
if i ask for reassurance repeatedly
don’t disregard it as i’m
“just being a woman”
see, i feel a lot of things
that i am not sure if i asked you
and
until i remove the last Post-It Note
or they put humpty dumpty back together again
my memory is fragmented
but i remember that i Love you
and that if you could kiss my smile awake every morning
you would
About the Creator
Majique MiMi
You can call me MiMi. I’m a Brain Aneurysm & Stroke Survivor & Former English Professor. I write to stay sane, and to keep gratitude in my Spirit & Praises in my mouth.
Check out my series starting with Hood Ornaments
Comments (2)
Just lovely. The cadence reminds me of post-its- it really emphasized the theme.
Lovely. Just so sweet and tender and lovely. Well done :)