M-Theo-Philo

“Unfortunately there can be no doubt that man is, on the whole, less good than he imagines himself or wants to be. Everyone carries a shadow, and the less it is embodied in the individual’s conscious life, the blacker and denser it is. At all counts, it forms an unconscious snag, thwarting our most well-meant intentions.” – Carl Jung

“There is a resistance to integrating novel thoughts, and many times new ideas aren’t implemented until the people holding the counter-opinion die.” - The Earthing Movie

One day you will consciously release control, this is the process of letting go, and this does not mean you block it, but that you have decided to let go, and so when thoughts and feelings arise, the meaning they supposedly infer no longer wields the executioner axe, as you have consciously released your egoic past woe.

In the same that you communicate unthinkingly through language – verbal speech and physical gesture – we live only at the unconscious level from belief and feeling: established, normative thought-forms as true and vibrative signatures borne of one’s suppressed emotional residue and anatomical disfiguration.

Its hard to be anything other than yourself – and that works two ways, because it’s terribly painful for us to live with ego. On the other side, you must forgive ego; it is doing its best.

Because if art is only about inverse reflections but then so are we inflected illusions?

The species is socio-culturally lobotomized from the very modern means by which we live by; society is a slaughterhouse for cosmic essence, divine self; the long rectangular meal-carts delivering the products to each cell block by which our physiology is made commodity, sustaining illusion, keeps us anesthetized.

In this denser paradigm it’s vital we’re wisely realist to allay potential of our own modernist nightmare.

OCD is cellular martial law; a form of genetic pressure informing one of the dire need to maximize their likelihood for survival – or in its mutational subset, as developed through the conscious evolution of the socially adept species to impose harsh sanctioning on he who threatens the sanctity of his own brother.

Imagine if we cared an ounce as much about sufferers as we do making sure those who’ve done wrong are punished, and suffer? We’ve been brainwashed to be hypervigilant toward those who deserve hate and ever neglectful of those who need love; as if they weren’t the exact same. Imagine, if we extended aid and empathy to the mentally ill, disabled, diseased, impoverished, famine/drought, those enduring wartime conditions, and states of systemic persecution, and yes, thee incarcerated; we all are a whole!

Spiritual awakening is a trial by fire, a process of friction and a great showcase of combustible elements; the internal water of soul and light of kundalini illuminating the external fire of body and shadow of ego. Spiritual awakening is becoming the universe unto yourself; the total integration of your own ecological aspects – dissociation is the realm of demonic influence and possession – a domain of matchable vibery taking over. Spiritual awakening is like countless psychoanalysis sessions, spread out over a few years; a holistic undergrad, turning into master’s, then doctorate, and you are both the patient and practitioner. You consciously adjust and the body physiologically adapts; this can take months or a good deal longer.

This venture I must take on thine own; should the time come for you to walk a wilder way, then I bid you follow, and wish thee naught but well; one day, sincerity will find you again. Thus, thy shall be rekindled.