It’s odd, looking at the Attention Economy and realizing the numbers you need to pull in order to be successful. I have no idea how much TikTok stars get paid on views alone—in fact, I have no idea how TikTok works or makes money, since I don’t have a TikTok. That being said, many people work absurdly hard just to make beans. I have no idea how difficult it must be to be a full-time YouTuber or Twitch streamer. The pressure to constantly create new content, evolving all the while, sounds too much for me to handle; I’m a writer, so my expertise lies in doing one huge amount of work and then sitting back and saying, “It’s in God’s hands, now.” Anyway, help me do a mediocre amount of work and receive all the money I need to survive.
A few years ago, I wrote an article: “If Six Million People Read This Article, I Can Pay Off My Student Loans.” That article was written under the premise that, if I never signed up for Vocal+, at the $0.0036/read Vocal authors received, I could afford to pay off the $16k in student loans I had accrued. (Plot twist: That number is now $26k. Master’s Degrees are expensive, y’all, even with funding.) With that being said, my overall read count on my Vocal account, due mostly to months at a time of inactivity, is around 19,000, less than half a percent of what I needed. What have I learned from this? Absolutely nothing. Will I continue trying? Absolutely.
Perhaps I’m being facetious when I say I learned absolutely nothing. I learned a lot. Mainly, I can’t bullshit my way into comfort. I can’t post one thing on the internet and say, “Because of this, I deserve to live a life of nonwork.” I’m not pretty enough for that. I need to work hard to never have to work again. I have to keep pushing, maybe even create regular content, in order to keep the steam going. Don’t get me wrong, 19,000 reads is still significantly more than I ever thought I’d get, and much more than I deserve. But I digress. The truth of the matter is, your attention is worth money. Significant amounts of your attention equate to significant amounts of money. It is something I have to work hard to earn, and that is not work I will take lightly from here on out.
So, let me break this down. How did I settle on twenty million reads? Here’s my logic: At $0.006/read, that equates to $120,000. My dividend investment account yields me about 1% every month. If I receive the full twenty million reads, and directly invest that income, I receive about $1200/month. That’s not exactly a lot; that’s like working 40 hours a week at $7.50/hour, and to be perfectly honest, that might not be enough to live comfortably without working. As of right now, my rent is $800/month; it could be less if I split rent with a friend, or if I move somewhere where the rent is significantly cheaper. In any case, living conservatively, I could make it work. I’d still probably work, but that’s getting ahead of myself.
This is my strategy; it might not be perfect, but it’s a quantifiable goal, and I like things that are quantifiable. In exchange, dear reader, I promise to make the most of my Vocal+ subscription. I promise to give you the content that you want from me.
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Views are one thing, but tips are another. If you want to see me succeed, but don’t want to provide your attention, a $5 tip is actually worth over 800 views. That’s 0.004% of my goal. Droplets add up. What is the ocean if not a collection of billions upon billions of raindrops?
About the Creator
Disillusioned twenty-something, future ghost of a drowned hobo, cryptid prowling abandoned operahouses, theatre scholar, prosewright, playwright, aiming to never work again.
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