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F&cking Toxic People

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By Amanda NicolePublished 2 years ago 3 min read
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F&cking Toxic People
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Toxic People come in all forms, friends, family, relationships. All that, Toxic people have usually only one purpose and that purpose is to hurt us. Hurt us so bad that we feel completely powerless and broken. Hurt us so bad that our hearts feel cracked open like a walnut. That's really the only purpose toxic people have.

But how does it start? Well they typically lure you in with love and affection. They make you feel like the most amazing person in the world and the most beautiful. They can really leave a mark on you. They make you feel like they actually love you and that you can feel safe around them and opening up to them. Why do they do that? Because they want things to use against you later. They use all the information to isolate you and hurt you and make you feel like everything they did was your fault. They make you feel so confused and anxiety ridden. You may even go to bed fearing for your life some nights. It's not a good feeling. In fact it changes you but not always for the better. It makes you more gaurded and less trusting. It makes you extremely defensive anytime anyone says "We need to talk" or any phrase of that nature. It makes you fear of falling in love again because getting hurt killed you so badly. It destroyed you beyond belief.

So how do you get back up? Time. Just time. I cannot tell you how long it will take. I cannot tell you what you'll need to do exactly. But what I can tell you is that you will in fact get to a place of peace. You will feel better. But you need to give time time. You need to let time run it's course and heal you. Rushing this is NOT a good idea. Because you'll only end up hurting yourself more. You need time to really work through all the hurt and pain you went through and unlearn all the things you were conditioned to believe. This could take months or even years. There is no set timeline. You just have to ride the waves.

While your riding the waves, you may fall back down again and feel like crap. There will be tears and pain. But in the end you will be stronger then before. You will be happier then before. You will be more yourself. You'll be a better version of yourself. The happier, healthier version. You'll be the lighter version. You won't be bogged down by heavy emotions and turmoil.

Another cool thing that could happen is you may want to share your story and help others. Your story could be someone else's survival guide. Think of it that way. You could inspire others who've gone through the same thing as you. And really add to an important conversation. This could all be blessing in the end. It certainly won't seem like it at first but the moment someone comes up to you and tells you that your story saved their life it will make sense. It will make sense why you had to go through all that shit. You had to so that you could come out the other side and be stronger then before. You had to so that you could share your story with people and help them with whatever it is they might be struggling with. It's all for your highest good and hopefully after some time and healing, you'll realize that. You'll realize that everything happens for a reason. And that's it.

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Amanda Nicole

Hey I'm Amanda! I'm a writer, Podcaster and a pet sitter. I'm much more then that! Read my stories to find out :)

https://linktr.ee/gilmorepretty

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