Since the day I’ve met you, I’ve wished I had more time to just stop and think about you. To be able to put into words all the words that have escaped me every moment I’m in your presence. Every moment with you that I feel so lucky to spend. To think for hours on end, because all I think about every day is how much I want to spend the rest of my life with you. How I don’t want anyone else. How beautiful and incredible you are. And how I can’t imagine my life without you. I know we haven’t been together for that long. But, I’ve never been with someone who made me feel so understood, and who compliments me as well as you do. We both fell so fast, but it wasn’t overwhelming, because it was just right; it felt right. So unreal it all seemed to be too good to be true. You’re more than I could have ever dreamed of, in all the ways I never knew I wanted. The first person I want to see, first person I want to tell everything to, and share my day with. First person I want to hold. The first person who things have felt easy with, even when they aren’t so easy. You’re the first person who things have felt truly right with.
I never understood how people could continue to be with people, and then still be their best friend, and be madly in love, and not grow apart, but now I do. Because I’m so crazy about you. It blows my mind, and I have to stop and check myself. Because it’s scary. But, I know it’s not just me. I know I’ve made my mistakes, and I’m not perfect, and I have my faults. But, I love you with every ounce of my heart. Every kindness. Every care. Every tear. Every feeling. And every emotion.
I think, at least once a day, how much I want you to be mine forever. I never want to let you go. I want to marry you someday. And go to sleep and wake up next to you, and waking up seeing that massive smile of yours laying next to me. I’ve never really wanted to marry someone genuinely, like deep down. Never been able to vividly picture myself walking down the aisle smiling ear-to-ear, so starstruck by the fact that I’m about to marry the most incredible person I’ve ever met. I'm so proud to be with you, and so excited to start our forever. I’ve never been able to picture it as perfectly as I do with you, again and again. Over and over. I’ve never wanted someone to be mine, and to be a part of my future as much as I want you. I can’t explain it, but you feel more like home than anyone or anything has ever felt. We have something that some only dream of; something magical. You deserve the fairytale you’ve always wanted. And I want to give that to you. I want to share it with you. I want to be with you. Wherever we are. Whatever we are doing. Whatever is happening. I’ll choose you. I’ll be by your side. And I’ll love you.
Every time I see you. Every time I feel you. Every time I hear you laugh. Every time I hear you talk about something that makes you feel alive. Every time you make fun of me. I fall deeper and deeper in love with you. I melt a hundred times over again. You take my breath away. And I’m lost, speechless in your trace. Because no one has ever left me as amazed, and in awe, as you have.
Yami isn’t just a name; it’s a mood. And if I’m lucky, my forever.
You’re the purest person that I’ve ever met, and when I see you, I see you as perfection. Because you’re my angel. The most beautiful being that I have ever come across in my lifetime. The simplest, yet sophisticated, intelligent girl that has captivated my heart and mind, all in one smile. I’m yours. No doubt about it. You’ve had me from the moment you finally said hi to me.
I still smile like a dork and can’t stop, because the effect you have on me is something that I can’t control. Something I can’t contain, nor do I want to. I want all the pieces of you that you are able to share with me. I want to know you, without you having to lose yourself in the process. I want to grow with you. In age. In mind. And in love. I want to be your one, when you don’t think you need anyone. Your everything when you don’t want anything.
This isn’t like anything else I’ve had before. Because you’re not like anyone else I’ve ever met before. I refuse to believe that these are just honeymoon feelings that will just fade away. What we have isn’t the kind of thing that people let slip away. It’s the kind that you fight for, and never let go. Because if you let it, it will. It might not always be easy, but it will be worth it.
"Anything you feel, put it all on me. Your fears and your thoughts, give me all of it. And when you get sad, like you do sometimes. Put it all on me.” -Gryffin
I love you for everything that you are. All the good, all the bad. The past and the present. Your perks, and your problems. Your perfections, and your imperfections. Your passionate rants and your memes. When you buy me thoughtful gifts, and when you pick on me for not putting the seat down. Your goofy side, as well as your serious side. Your caring heart, and your beautiful mind. Your happiness, and your sadness. Your anxieties, and your calmness. Your openness, and your sense of responsibility. Your sickness, and your health. I appreciate all the things that make you, you. Never change. For me, or for anyone. You're perfect.
When we are together time stops, and nothing else matters. Because, while life might be going on around me, all I want to do is spend all day laying in bed, looking at you. Because since I’ve met you, you’ve been my world. We have all these plans that we never make it to on time, because we get so lost in the time we spend together. For once, it’s finally about the moment, and not the plan for me.
The moments of feeling your skin against mine. Smelling your hair, and knowing it's you. Touching your skin, and feeling safe. Holding your face in my hands. Your body fitting perfectly into mine. The curve of your back fitting perfectly as my arms lock around you. Our bodies fitting perfectly together. And all in the simplicity of holding you, everything seems so right.
You’re the most exquisitely fascinating person that I’ve had the pleasure of meeting, and having, in my life. And to all think that you've been there for so much longer than I've been aware of. It’s such a privilege to be able to have you in my life and share my days with you. You’re such an incredible and extraordinary human being. Your mind, body, and soul. You’re captivating, and worth marveling at for eternities on end. When I said before that you are a queen, and deserve to be treated like that, I wholeheartedly believe that. Anyone who chooses not to have you as a part of their life is immensely missing out. Never forget how special you are. That has everything to do with them, and nothing to do with you. Every day is such a blessing, and I never want to let that go. Let us go. Let you go.
I want to do this crazy life with you. I've never felt like someone was "my person," but now I feel like that's you. And that's a feeling that I refuse to ignore. Because it's a once-in-a-lifetime kind of feeling. The kind you don't let slip away. You get me. I get you. And if you'll let me, I'll be your best friend forever.
This isn't me speaking from a rush of fleeting emotions and feelings. I've been through enough to know when I finally find someone who I deserve, and can see myself spending my life with. Someone who is everything I've always wanted and more.
There are many different types of love that we experience in life. A friend's love. A parent's love. A sibling's love. A first love. A young love. A heart-breaking love. And a great love. I may not be able to compare to the other loves you've had, but I want to be your great love.
I’ll be there for you through it all. I’ll be there to hold your hand when you need someone to walk through fire with you. I’ll hold you up when you can’t bear to stand. I’ll stand by your side when you need a partner in crime. And I’ll be there so you never have to be alone.
And that’s all you need to know.
"I'll lift you when you're feeling low. I'll hold you when the night gets cold. You'll never have to be alone. And that's all you need to know." - Gryffin