From raw life energy to a journey of healing!

Some guys or girls will make you clean the whole garderobe not because you are about to meet them but rather because they just get stuck in your life throat and drive your nerves into the corner of the living core

Some people just know how to trick and play you well and even though you know them well before they even start their game you welcome them in your life because you know you are on a life mission and it's not how psychologists will say You are just a supply they don't get that each of us has some mission on earth and on this local land and most of it it's pretty challenging stuff more than just having a job great salary and a good social life that is not even a realm if You do live in countries like mine

Some countries are just not for all they are " full of narcissists " and even if You do travel the world You will meet the same kind of patterns and people everywhere around

There is always a time and day where You realize that in some countries You really can make a shift a change a better choice just like that while in some it is more than just a nightmarish horror and You can only survive going into another dimension and discoveries of the mind

and so what that You can always be reborn

Life is to be able to live and also take from life what is aiming to be just Yours not because You really do work for it but because that is just a natural way of living with the moon phases and nature itself

how many people are walking disconnected from themselves living in such environments and countries where materialism is the only living essence that can make You just sick nothing more to discuss and say

You may want to take me to another level and believe me I can turn my mind in a second to be in a living paradise but it won't protect me from the devil that lives inside of the narcissistic mind and they are everywhere around not even one single human being that You can freely share a truth lives around expect the animals they teach me how to manage and handle the most harmful individuals and lead a life

They just bring such great connection a new kind of feeling a world that makes You often smile something as If you are becoming softer and more loving inside

Animals are playful they also have so many human characters of any kind

They know when to give You a signal to calm down or when make You to smile

They are just so smart they will even guide You probably the most and in the best way of Life

It is not that You need to copy how they behave and how they truly are but sometimes they will truly not let You to die!

Even the ones who are also very narcissistic all the time They will teach You how to behave and how to talk to how to love the ones who are walking as if the atom bomb was about to alarm !

I wouldnt be surprise if someone will ask me ?

how still You are alive? - probably thanks to the animals (joking smiles ) this answer is usually so greatly coming out of my heart but sure it is not the animals it is a hard work of a human healing animals and even non human guides

If I could just speak from my own kind of mind all day all along without being called the " crazy one " Life would be such a fun !

Not even one single human being does not play with Your mind

Not even one single human being that You can freely share the beauty of this life

Not even one single human being that You can freely be with and not be afraid to laugh! without paying the price for building peace from the new happiness and health is that all right?

To be bullied by so many different kinds 24/h by whole the environment around

To have physical pain that social script calls chronic diseases? chronic pain? instead of calling it the right way?

Maybe calling things the right way will heal people instantly

Let's call it the right way chronic abuse and torture are the cause of chronic pain a reaction that is a signal to the body and mind that something is really not okay with the environment and people around

Later parents and mostly siblings chain the one with chronic pains into the darkness of their living pure Light

instead of let them to be just like that as a human being full of good all unblocked all alive !

In this world being a real good human being means being entirely attacked by the worst terror of narcissistic jealousy rage and Ego pride just like that daily they rise when you slowly die

You do also nothing You are also tortured and already out of the tribe!

Sometimes They will make All for You to not to Leave not to get out of their narcissistic mind land!

if You can laugh inside to Your organs to Your inner smile but don't show them that You are already just good and fine as they will use it to bring You even more down if they just sense one of Your smiles they attack with groups and You are not obliged to be just tough strong and hard You are a human and Your life and Your experience and emotions is where You get the life back!

You should never be ashamed of how you do really react to all these narcissistic attacks it is something that belongs to the story of They or Them it is not the story of Your real true existence and life with time and practice this thing will change information and You will be unblocked for real this time the pain and the diseases will go away melt away always practice so that You will arrive where You can for real arrive is not that just in Your mind Your body will follow this beautiful healing ride!

You are here to live and You are accepted completely as You truly are the only permission that You need is from the God !

I talk with younger people they do share things with me they don't share with others because they are truly simply scarred of being abused for telling the truth about what is happening in their life and if you think I won't pay the price for them sharing with me this whole You are more than just wrong I paid and I never wish anyone to go through such painful states.

We live in the Era of narcissistic ongoing rage!

How many people walk in this world and the only place to tell the truth about what is really going on in their houses, schools, and surroundings, jobs are where they do meet a stranger and can leave after all without seeing the person anymore ..

Do you know why?

it is not just a fear it is the fear of a horrible gaslight abuse mostly brought by people who do not heal for real and who do not know what the word good does really bring to You

Good is the food for Your overall being but without facing and tapping into the roots of truth no healing can even occur to be the truth

To silence the mouth from the truth doesn't bring any good

to silence and harden the emotions doesn't heal to love you need to forgive to forgive you need to feel the love from another and from yourself so that this process will come along the natural healing path

That the land where we live sometimes the flow takes us where we don't even expect to be and everything is just so greatly fine that we cannot even believe the insider joy and our state of being fine even though the whole rollercoaster rides and then when we are reaching on higher levels with what we couldn't achieve before suddenly all other things are becoming a moaning horror and narcissists start their games and play from the new on and on

is it life is that all?

the ongoing challenge and healing from freely accepted harm of abuse?

and we really do not know where to go and what to do who to choose ?

that's why In the most painful physically painful states I never trust another

I just trust myself

and just like that, everything returns to its natural living phase!

Only You can heal Your life and build Your life after the inhuman violence and rage!

Believe it or not Only You can with Your own healing mind and hands!

Create Your own healing way!

Dont go through life as if abuse was okay it is not and it needs healing of everyday!

I share what I needed to create and add to my healing way it is not the whole of my everyday practice but these are some components that really may guide You or help in Your own healing path!

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