2 o clock in the morning

The energy feels like diablos were around and awake the noise is coming from my neighbours home its my 4thh time in a row I am waking up out of the horrible nightmares at night and it is not a coincidence they are suddenly back again. They are not the only diablos around in there, in here there are just more than more I feel more and more alone around such creatures.

They do look like humans even they seem or pretend like they are so normal, normal job, normal relationship, normal kids all normal but nothing in reality of it. The violence in them screams like a loudly huge roar that they seem to silent because that is not the human of their game.

Maybe if they will start to roar or blare with their demonic acts of being just truly unfair to most of us who are just simple human beings that want to live and last at least most of the children most of the good ones would be in advanced alarmed but as its not happening and they will play their best behaviour out in a public light or wait ? did i say the best ? No they can really be bad and nasty towards one another and they are free to do so !

Because in this world the most violent are the most applauded and the most free human beings alive the rest can just hide with the whole that they need to go through and stand

Yes this world is silencing all the bad no matter how many of the work another will do and say in this world with the bad you can not simply win

You need to agree accept and How you do it when the most horrible and painful injustice is coming your way again and again

If you have your favorite practices as a response to the violent behaviour of this world You wouldnt even remember why were you doing them so

but diablos they dont let You to even have that moment and time for the practice to come they will be in there trying to make you small and even if you have nothing with being small or big you just want to simply live

No that is not possible the diablos are everywhere to take a control of your every kind of a created horror.

Yes as long as You are aware of what they are saying to You everyday that would be the first of a game ? while you sharing the truth You will mostly listen what are you creating ? but they are the first one to be the creators of their illusive game and while you do have all the love and patience of this world because you have mastered and discovered million unlimited possibilities to somehow coexist with them

I bet you just wish to have more than just some moments in life to be just free from them

Maybe a land to recover yourself for real this time

but where ?

as the stars and universe seem not enough to go on in the chaos of this land

but they are the creative ones

all would be so simple and with ease if not the power of diablos in here

they just don't let you do anything

you need to fight become an asshole a monstro to just get at least some pieces of your things going on

and when you still practice and find the way for it all

there comes the nigthmare and ruins it all

and you actually never come back to what you just build

all is ruined over and over again and you need to practice to recall yourself from the new over and over again and No No you are not allowed to even complain

You are not allowed to say the truth

You are not allowed to confront them with who they are for real beside their public mask and when You do

You gonna pay a huge price for that

Even if You will do nothing they will still torture and behave like the worst enemies of Yours after all the Youth love and care You are still giving them everyday because You simply can

Maybe You cant but if the world people are not reacting what else you can ?

If they are still blocking Your every move and every progress what else you can ? behaviors

They act as if You are immortal but when their behaviours are making you suffer in pain they are the last to be blamed

and the world will still tell ; what ? and You complain ? as if you did

You were just looking for a different more happier way a human connection that is real which may not or may help but then quickly You are awake and You know that only You know the way that there is nobody and there was always nobody to help just some healing waves from far away but it may be not enough to really get out from the narcissistic flames not this time not this way they work in groups no heart no empathy and Your group seems like weakening slaves because all of us are carrying these beautiful open hearts and mind and worlds inside that we can not even share we don't get even chance to be in and enjoy for a while until we won't fly away to another continent. The diablos still will be in there but maybe we gotta have much more space and freedom for ourselves as just human beings that are eager to live to do things that we no longer could do as of all the diablos anger jealousy and hate.

Some of the things to reconsider and I never did care I thought everyone do have emotions but to stop someone entirely from a living experience of the real is not a game that I want to be played over and over again.

Its a cancer approach no wonder the diseases that people had in their 80 are becoming the number one teenager new wave.

Scientists they really should hide their ego and their wisdom in their pockets at time if they are not opening for a more wider spectrum of becoming the one being separated from your body brain and mind and soul and mostly heart You can not bring anything that will be the solution for the world of the now and instead to go on with the experiment that wont do much change for the people and this world and does take time and more money than the whole just learn do practice on your own and You will discover the world of the real scientific world which can not even be freely shared and discussed because so very little people does really can share the experience from their real truth open heart and when they do the diablos are blocking them the most they sabotage everything in everywhere its their aim to go on in creating abnormalities as a norm and unhealthy world.

So one will say for what to go on this horrible way ?

and then You have the best happy state and a day but still others cant You master you got thru so much you but others still cant so where is this ability of the happiness they are happy when you are sick and in pain and you cant be happy because they are trapped in their haunting minds not being able to get out from the hell of their mind and heart inside that You can feel more than some just are able to sense and what solution do you see and which solution do you have ?

First clean and clear completely from them to later be able to help at least as much as you really do can cuz you can only lessen their behaviour but not make them to really change and gain the life joy health and happiness.

No matter what will you do achieve reach know only some really do can the whole rest is asking you to be on their nivel but how can you go on for so long in these shallow empty world of them that is full of hate to even themselves.

How much more of a love can you give without having a one simple break

for Your private life and for Your needs a natural one a way to again begin to trust someone who can feel for real and love for real the same as You still can