Taboo
Almost Love: Part Four
We have to stop, I write, but delete it without sending because I never mean it, even when I want to. She will be here tonight, his Queen; the universe finally noticed that I’m long overdue for some karmic punishment. I clearly need to look into the eyes of the woman I’m attempting to replace, and really feel the damage I’m going to cause her when she finds out who I am.
Shea KeatingPublished 3 years ago in ConfessionsConfessions of a Cult Member
I attacked with a beautiful anger. Justification in every way; confined by this religion. My plans were suspended while being a doormat for these men. They travel; we stay behind. They teach; we learn. Hours of reading scribes on the weekends coupled with long hours of work throughout the week. How did all these children become my responsibility when I am barren? Being made for family and companionship turned me into a servant. Their god is unlike any. He wants to destroy. He hates a multitude of people. “We are above the entire world” they say. “Come follow our ways and you will be the wealthiest. Enlightened to the highest extent. Sons and daughters of the father.”
Brittany FullerPublished 3 years ago in ConfessionsKeisha & Kevin
Letting the breeze blow through her rich curls, Keisha drove silently. She had just started a new hustle after what she described to her psychiatrist, as a “slump” in her business after entire world was decommissioned for a year.
Snarky Black GurlPublished 3 years ago in Confessions- Top Story - August 2021
Sexuality is In My Soul
I've always been sexual. While I don't believe anyone is born a hotwife, I can definitely say there were some early signs or some might say neon lights indicating the path I would eventually choose to take.
Belle du JourneyPublished 3 years ago in Confessions Tales From The Morgue
The fear of death has haunted humanity since the beginning of time. Is it the pain of death? The fear of the unknown? Or some other reason that makes death seem so, fucking scary? Today we are going to look at 10 stories from people who come up close and personal with death everyday. The people who work in the morgue or mortuary, which is where the dead bodies go in between the time of death and burial.
Jessica BuggPublished 3 years ago in Confessionsparadise
If you part the red sea and save your people from genocide, you retire. You live out the rest of your days knowing you did good work. You let the people you saved bring you manna and you make off color jokes about Egyptian tyrants. When your people grow complacent with the good times and decide to melt their jewelry into animal sculptures they can worship, you celebrate their creativity and then nicely recommend they all see therapists. What you don’t do is you do not climb Mt. Sinai to get a set of 10 divine rules that are literally set in stone. If you do that, you’re condemning all future people who use a Judaeo-Christian operating system to worry that their moments of pleasure are moments of over-indulgence, that their dark thoughts are as bad as dark acts. Thou shalt not, thou shalt not, thou shalt not. Thou did not. I did not. I did not commit adultery. I couldn’t even if I wanted to because I’m not married. I also did not covet my neighbor’s wife. But I did, Jesus H Christ did I ever, covet some random woman’s husband.
Nicholas LegerPublished 3 years ago in ConfessionsThe Truth Always Comes Out
‘Saoirse, wake up!’ I’m roused from my sleep by the deep timber of my father’s voice. I slowly open my eyes, trying to prolong the cocoon of peace that I had wrapped myself in.
AleksPublished 3 years ago in ConfessionsRats in my bra
So this video made me kind of famous for a bit, well I would probably call it infamous rather though. I walked into Pet Supplies and Plus with 3 baby rats in my bra. Yes, rats. The question most people would ask I guess is why? Well I was just trying to keep them warm I suppose. Plus I was scared that they would die if I left them alone that day so I just grabbed them and went about my errands. I just so happen to drop into Pet Supply and Plus to ask how to care for them. Apparently though I am just one rachet ass type of broad, to answer the question. I’m pretty sure I’m just a little lot hillbilly. Tomboyish. I ain’t scared to grab critters. Cause I honestly did not consider that the majority of civilization, naturally, are in general terrified and disgusted by rats. Dumbass me forgot that part. But the world was there to remind me how it felt about rats. If anyone wonders, at the time, I was in A.A. and knew a lot of people. And so a recovery friend of mine from a halfway house found 3 baby rats on a job site and the mama rat was no where to be found. So of course, I did what I thought was the right thing to do. I also was, at the time, about 6 months pregnant and guess you can say, instinctually altered. Oh and I thought it be awesome to have some really smart and interesting pet rats. Well but anyways, the original post on Facebook received 17 million views. Other repost on Facebook, and eventually YouTube got anywhere from the thousands to millions of views. It was on these videos that the comments just blasted away. That’s where my favorite term “rat titty bitch" came from. Last but not least it was inevitably featured on MTV's Ridiculousness. I was actually in jail when one of the officers came on to my room speaker and said I’d made it in life my video was on Ridiculousness. You see the jailers get a ginormous kick out of my video. Matter of fact, my whole hometown gets a huge kick off my video. I more than certainly will never live this down. People remind me all the time. We collectively laugh. I also think it is kind of hilarious yes. But for the most part it was completely humiliating. I unfortunately have made zero profit from this video. I'm not sure who or if there is, in fact, anyone I could talk to in order to get something from it monetarily speaking. But I feel like that amount of embarrassment definitely deserves some dollars. Hopefully some miraculous day comes and I see some money for the video. But until then I guess anyone and everyone should enjoy this video to the absolute fullest. So but also, if anyone wants to know, I did not keep the rats. They became total assholes. Seems like outside rats hate people just as much as people hate rats, coincidentally, but not half as much as I hate people. Those bastard rats never let me pet them. They just ate and hid from me and plotted their escape. I finally just gave up on trying to domesticate them and released them back into the wild. So but this has got to beat just about anyone’s most embarrassing moment. If you thought you were ever embarrassed just imagine being “rat titty bitch.” I hope whomever if anyone reads this is immensely entertained. I hope it puts a smile on your face. There is so much darkness in the world right now and if I can make over 17 million people laugh, I think I could say I accomplished something with my embarrassment. So hope you enjoyed this writing and I hope you enjoy the video. Thank you.
Kayli CarterPublished 3 years ago in ConfessionsShould You Get a Tarot Reading?
Most everyone has wondered if they should get a tarot reading done or some sort of other psychic service. Most people have also been raised or trained to believe tarot or other psychic services are such a bad thing. In fact, they are the opposite. These services, if you have a professional psychic, can really benefit you.
GracePublished 3 years ago in ConfessionsWhy I Cheat On My Husband--and I Don't Plan to Stop
I agreed to meet my friend at a local park to talk about his texts. As we sat on the bench, he leaned over and abruptly kissed me.
MonalisaSmiledPublished 3 years ago in ConfessionsI Am a Sexual Assault Survivor
Imagine, being 15 years old, sitting on the floor of your bedroom closet, holding the only weapon that you can find – 5# ankle weights. Shaking with adrenaline and fear, hiding from the man that just sexually assaulted you. Hiding from your own stupidity, your own responsibility, your vulnerability, your mistakes. Believing the words – that you were a tease, that you led him on, that it was your fault.
Allison RicePublished 3 years ago in ConfessionsBreath and Weave It
I answer phones for a tele-health company. I’m not trained to handle the human emotions on the other end of the phone. I’m trained to put them in touch with someone who is. But usually, I’m the first port of call for someone taking that vulnerable step towards another. The days can be big. Let me rephrase that. The days are always big. Cancer patients, Husbands whose wives won’t touch them, individuals unsure of how to answer when asked ‘Do you feel at you risk of harming yourself”. Even in the gentlest of calls, each moment begs for your full presence. Each moment counts. And so, by the time I finish the day, I’m tired of moments counting. And counting moments. I just want to nestle into myself. Fall into ease.
Emilie CocquerelPublished 3 years ago in Confessions