Some Kinda Introduction

So, I've been in this platform for almost 2 years now. Like, just couple months left. But I never really know how to use this platform. Neither I bothered to explore. Because I'm a selfish bitch.

There are some reasons, though, that made me decided to stop writing here. One of them is the limited words that I need to write to get published. I mean, there are some contents that you can't just decided I need 100 words or 300 words. That will limit the creativity. At least, mine.

Of course, it is not just a limited words. There are more, like, I have to choose a community which sometimes make me confused; where should I published my story?

Also somehow I feel like this platform is not that user-friendly which put me back again into my own question: is it or is it because I don't care much to pay and explore more to know what this platform could offer?

I don't want to put the list of my complaints because I'm not here to tell you why I stopped writting here. Neither to confince you about anything. There is one nice thing I could say, I'm glad that I didn't remove my account.

Perhaps, I would also to make amends and open a new chapter. Try to be active by writing something, exploring and do another experiment. Yeah, I did a lot of experiment in my writing. Not happy with it, but it is what it is. It becomes my past and I can't just erase it.

Well, then, please allow me to introduce myself again. My name is a secret but my new pesudonym is Verso de Medianoche. It's new because more than 10 years ago, I had another name which I loved it but I butchered for some supid project.

I was a poet for 10 years. I begin to write a poem since I was 15. Never get tired of it. The most popular questions ask to me was "why poem?". Yeah, why? Does it matter?

I was never confident to write a fiction and I'm not sure how to write a dialogue and I hate to explain this and that.

But I felt like I stayed to long in my comfort zone and I need some changes. Something that can motivate me or shape me. I don't know if it's make sense.

Two years contemplating on what should I do, I finally decided to learn how to write a fiction. Starting by learning how to write a monologue then adding the character one by one to the story. I guess, now, I could say that I'm a creative writer who writes poem and fiction.

However, I still not satisfied with my achievement. Looking at my background, which I don't have a professional education to write neither a private mentor, those are not a small achievement. But I'm not a type that easily get satisfied.

There is something that is missing and I need to know. That's also the reason why I decided to write again in this platform. I would like to use this platform as my new experiment.

I know that I wasn't happy here. But sometimes, I believe that this is because I don't really know how to use this platform. So I would like to retry by completly shifting my genre. I would like to use this account as my journal and to repost what I already posted in my two others account.

What I'm looking for is mostly feedback of course. Also, I'm looking for a community. I know, to find a community I need to be more than just experimenting. Just that, I'm too socially awkward in social media than in real life. Yeah, I'm just the opposite of other people.

I guess, that's everything that I could think of right now about me. Since I'm not premium yet, I can't change anything here. I've been trying to be very careful on how to introduce myself so that I won't offended anybody in magical anyway. And if you would like to know more about me, leave a comment or stalk me on my social media. I'm sure you have your reason.

Thank you for reading!