she shouldn't have.
Bio
borderline personality disorder made me do it.
Stories (6/0)
MEET ME AT THE BEACH
NIKA MARIE PRICE 03/15/1992 - 08/03/2022 Describing Nika as magic doesn't do justice to what embodied that woman. She was a sorceress, enchantress, a muse. In fiction, while sorcery is sometimes considered dark or evil; it is always describing supernatural power and skill that surpasses magic. A power that demands to be seen and can overcome any spell the world could cast.
By she shouldn't have.about a year ago in Humans
TOO MANY FEELINGS.
Nika used to tell me that I have too many feelings. Sometimes, she meant it in a way that said, "Okay, this amount of tears is awkward at a wedding. People might think you fucked the groom." Another time though, she said, "You just really care; like genuinely care. I worry you won't have enough space to hold the things you can't save." This comment obviously stuck with me; the meaning of it encompassing the expanse of what has happened over the past few years. The learning of letting go - and finding your footing when you're forced to - has been one of the most life changing mountains I've traversed.
By she shouldn't have.about a year ago in Humans
HERE I LIE, BROKEN HEARTED
AUTHOR’S NOTE: All of the names and identifying characteristics of the people who appear in my writing have been changed to protect the good, the bad, and the ugly. If you think you see yourself or someone you know between the lines, please be assured that you are almost certainly wrong, and consider doing some shadow work.
By she shouldn't have.about a year ago in Humans
LUVVIE.
Discovery #1 of parenting: you will never be on time, for anything, ever again. Okay, not everything, I get her to school on time. I may have to go 10-15 miles over any given speed limit, but her ass is there before the bell rings. Do I have to go back through the drop-off line because I forgot her lunch in the backseat? Yes. Do I then have to go back around a third time because I'm still unfamiliar with the exits and left? Also yes. As an individual whose default is already 10 minutes late, this is no Bueno (practicing Spanish for my girl).
By she shouldn't have.about a year ago in Families
I FEEL LIKE FLORIDA.
I’m sure that’s a level of insensitive many won’t appreciate, but I think I can confidently say I’d prefer watching my house demolished to it’s foundation and float away opposed to the last 2 months. Whatever the highest category of hurricane exists blew in, sweeping away and devastating something irreplaceable - uprooting the foundation on which I’ve stood for 20 years.
By she shouldn't have.2 years ago in Humans