Gravity crushing me.
Expressional Writing =Life
Hearing someone call me Boo.
Laying down while eating.
All the things that drive my undesired living.........
And so, here we are!
Finished. Fatigued. Famished. All F words of how I really feel in this moment. Guess I should be used to it by now, but I cannot seem to really get a grip of this life. Nothing here makes sense anymore. There is barely water, no food, and a despair of humans to accommodate a party. How did I get so lucky, you asked? Well, I didn’t and that is the issue. If you are reading this, I found a hot tub during the drought and was able to send a message back to the year 2019 to tell people stop using the butter dispensers at the movie theater, that’s how we got in this situation. 2020 was just the beginning! All I remember is JuiceWRLD, Coronavirus, Elon Musk, Bat-shit crazy bats, goddamn mosquitos and everyone dying for popping a zit! I’m telling you people, stop with the butter! I know it taste good on that dryer sheet popcorn but it’s going to give you acne, then you’re going to want to pop those bumps, and if I have insinuated anything so far, DON’T POP THE BUMPS! You may think I am joking but this is no joke. Some goofball thought it would be cool to put some weird concoction in a bat. The bat got mad and started scratching and biting any and everybody in sight. These bats were making people drop like flies, which coincidently brought more flies!
Why Can't I Be Happy?
Frustration builds while Carol races home. As if being a normal careless driver wasn’t enough, she speeds through traffic as the speedometer reads 96 mph. You can see the anxiety in her face with beads of sweat trailing down her temple and mix with tears as they race down her full red cheeks. All Carol could think about is her husband as how after this long he now wants to cheat, or at least start showing it. Being the hazel eyed beauty that she is, Carol doesn’t understand why he would even look another way. She thought to herself as tears fell, has his interest in sex declined? Not really. Sex was normal for them, or that’s what she thought. This was not how she had planned her day, especially not this day. Today makes the mark of 12 long and devoted years, which is never easy for anyone but she admits that the time with Richard has been much appreciated. From the beginning he grew a very loving relationship with her daughter who was only two at the time so he is the only father she knows. An attachment was made with her parents who have always accepted him as their own. Nothing more is what she could have asked for from this man. At the early age of 28, he was already an established lawyer and he had certainly raised the ranks quite quickly. By knowing what he wanted from an early age, his career sprouted and he was the most famous lawyer in the residing countryside of Texas. The only thing was missing was a love that Carol thought he found when they met. Soon after meeting they fell in love instantly and couldn’t wait until they grew old with each other. "Why did I work today? How stupid can I be," is all Carol thought now since traffic was tail to tail and it was no breaking free. Turning up the radio she wanted to scream. Was her life coming apart at the seams? Has her husband grown fond of another woman? The answers didn’t seems to come as she rummaged through scenes of her happy life with him. Sitting there, trying to make since of her thoughts, she hears the voice on the radio say, “I’m convinced that we don’t make sense but I’ll kill anyone who gets close. I’ve been saving myself for you!” Though this tune was quite different from what she enjoyed, her mind became troubled with the thought of not being enough once more. How could he, she thought.
Did He or Did He Not?
Did you ever hear the story of the celebrity figure who got the gerbil lodged in their rectum? Well, I hadn’t either until just a few nights ago. Late night television for me consists of feeding my face and watching the infamous series Family Guy. While watching this show, there was a scene where a hawk (Xerces) that Peter caught in his possession started pecking at Quagmire, Peter then quotes, “Hey what do you got going on down there Quagmire, you got a rodent situation?” Hysterically laughing goes my boyfriend, who doesn’t laugh at much. I didn’t quite understand why he thought it was so funny but I just had to know.
The Band That Demands To Be Heard
With the motto "Breathe and Create," comes a band based out of the fighting city of Orange, Texas. This band doesn’t just have five regular guys trying to make it big, this band consists of five individuals that show their passion for art through the sounds that pierce our ears.