Jaquita Burrell
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Uriel's Calling, Bastet Woman
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Jaquita Burrell
“Diamond in the rough she tough” you know that saying but everybody doesn't want to be cut like one and baby do I have a story to tell. So trust me when I say been there and done that, lets not forget I'm only 21 with all this wisdom but we haven't gotten to the trials yet. I went to a elementary school where I met some of my worst enemies and close friends (only at heart though). I played the violin, I was in ballet class learned ballet, and every form of dancing there is. Here's where I found my calling though. I had art class everyday and believe it or not that's where my peace were. I found love and joy in doing art. I learned pottery, painting, almost everything dealing with the Arts. My school was called “School of the Arts.” We had a art show coming up and my art teacher advised me to work on some paintings that we wanted to display and in the art show and I just knew I had 3 to display and I worked really hard on them. The day of the art show, I set up the paintings and I was in the newspaper for displaying my Artwork. I wasn't there when they were being viewed but when I got back to school I was told my paintings where auctioned off. I was so excited someone actually recognize my work, I wasn't worried about the financial gain of the part. I was only 10 and just was excited someone seen and bought my things. Knowing that I made other people happy made me Happy and that's my comfort zone. Being in newspapers was even more of a bigger accomplishment for me. That was my first time being in the Newspapers and for MY artwork. Opportunities like those let me know it may was my first time but it wasn't going to be my last. I had a crew in elementary school, Kiki, Danna, Tina and I had a couple of other friends but those were my main three. They've all been to my house and met my family but we had different relationships with each other. Danna was my friend close to heart, we did family things together and come to find we were actual cousins, we shared a common family member but once we got to middle school she went a different route, I was sad but I was happy for her, she went to the school I wanted to be at. Danna and I friendship grew apart but I knew we would always be connected in some kind of way. Our story isn't finished yet though. Tina was a friend I did dirt things with, we use to be on the bus doing sexual things and we use to sneak to the library and do sexual things before we got on the bus. We had an actual play date at Danna house and we did some things there but never to be told of. Once we got to middle school Tina branched off with other friends. She put herself in a category to think she was better than the rest but only to turn out like the rest. Crazy huh. I don't speak to her anymore and don't plan to. I'm a leader not a follower. I wish her all the best though just not at my table. Then here's Kiki, no I didn't save the best for last. I saved the worst and she's most definitely not the last. Kiki and I were close, we hung out mostly on the outside together, we made up dances together and I remember this one time she came to my house and I wanted to kiss on her and Do sexual things, please don't forget we are still elementary school in this part but yes I wanted to do sexual things to Kiki but she really wasn't down at the time. Kiki and I got to middle school and became the worst enemies. I feel like she switched up and she envies me, which was true. We fought every year of middle school, guess what I won every time. You can't beat somebody with ill intentions. You went against me and I stayed true to our friebdship. I molly wopped her every year. 3 years of trying me. The last fight we got into was big, her big sister tried to jump in and I left with one side of my braids gone only because my hair got pulled. The fight was a fire for her to continue hating. Kiki isn't left out yet like Tina is. During middle school I became closer to one of my boy cousins Z. We became really close, I looked out for him and he looked out for me. We are always connected no matter how far apart we may seem. we stay spiritually connected. Enough of school. Let's talk about the things that happened outside of them females. I had this one hood friend in middle school who did hood things with. We was always in the hood, walking to the hood stores. I liked having her as a friend til she switched on me. Her and I came across a sexual encounter with each other. We kind of played with each other but once she invited other friends over I left. Those wasn't my friends and once I left I was the topic of the conversation. Do you know them “wannabe’s” got on social media, we had Facebook then, they posted bad things about me. The rumor was I was gay and tried all of them. I tried one person, that I thought was my friend. I never was close to the other girls and never tried to be. I left once they came and I asked myself how did I tried y'all. Moral of the story: Monkey see Monkey do. I'm leaving something out,I lost my virginity at 14 on my birthday. I was with someone who I don't mention til this day so we gone keep it like that. I was experienced for my age, I was around and seen a lot of things at the age of 14 and younger. I felt like I was forced to grow up fast but now I know it was all a plan. I have a lot of wisdom for my age and continuing this story you'll see and find out why. Skip to HighSchool. I'm not a virgin anymore I was 2 boys in so I was kind of experienced than most. I went to this high school that was I excited to attend because it was the school everyone talked about and went to. But none of my “friends” from middle school was there. I walked into high school alone. I rode the bus by myself, I literally walked every path alone physically And spiritually. My 9th grade year I met my best friend brother, who didn't know was gone be my best friend at the time, we had a Spanish class together. I was the only 9th grader in my Spanish class with upperclassmen. One day in Spanish class this man keep picking with me like he usually do but I was tired this day. I don't know why but I turned around and snapped on him this day and he poured a soda on me, I got up and flipped the desk and walked out. It was forget everybody in that school. I still laugh about to this day cause that's a memory I could never forget. So that high school was my first year but it wasn't my last. I left my 9th-grade year and went to a more advanced high school. At least I thought it was more advanced. I learned a lot. I met my first real boyfriend. But we're not gonna talk about him. He's not important not rn. Skip to my senior year, my lit year, 2017 taught me a lot. I graduated at 17, got pregnant at 17 for the first time and only time for the people in back who swear I had 1000 abortions with anybody, fought one of my close friends, met my best friend, met my enemy. Even though I got pregnant, that was a hard decision I had to make, something I didn't want to do, I didn't want to abort my child, but my mom forced that upon me. I let everyone tell their stories about me but now it's time to tell mine. 2017 was a eye opener for me, it showed me a lot but no wait I have more to tell, you think that's just the beginning. Wait til you hear the end. I will be the only one telling my story this time.
By Jaquita Burrell3 years ago in Confessions
My Guardian Angel
You know that saying “ Enjoy your flowers while you here cause you can't take em with you while you're gone” My Great Grandmother was literally the definition of that meaning. She enjoyed her flowers while she was here. She had a garden of flowers, She had her own Flower Shop. She made flower bouquets for others and she enjoyed it. I remember store runs with my grandma, getting certain flowers. Growing up watching her flowers grow were so beautiful. I had fond memories being in her shop, Everyday after school, I would go to her shop and enjoy the scenery of the flowers and help her in any way I can. I was the youngest out of the bunch. So I feel like she always looked out for me. I always wanted to be with my grandma. May her soul rest in peace, I know she's always looking out for me and making sure I'm doing right by others, along with God by my side. She was the greatest woman of all time. My great grandmother had 8 Children. One is Gone, The Chosen One, My Uncle Joe. My grandmother heart was into pieces and I know she wouldn't be able to live without her baby. He was the Last One of the bunch and once he was gone. Everything changed. For the better though and now I understand why. My grandmother was the root to everyone happiness when she walked through the room, ANY ROOM, she lit the whole room up. Her presence succeeded wherever she went and that's what I loved about my grandma. She was so creative and when you become creative, You know you are Gods Creation. I'm so thankful to have a God-fearing woman in my life and she inspired me how to become a God fearing woman. I'm grateful and appreciative for all things I learned from her. I enjoyed her time while she was here and I want to follow her in her footsteps. I see myself grow like her more and more everyday. Walking by faith and not by sight. Not Moving when someone else is ready but Moving when she got ready and listened to God. She paved the way for me. I'm following in her footsteps more and more everyday. Sure Goodness and loving kindness shall follow me all the days of my life and I will dwell in the Lords house forever. She always had a plan and always had some work to do. My grandmother kept multiple jobs, she's a hustler. She made me see the light of things. My grandmother birthday is April 1st and and I wrote this story in dedication to her passing. Many people remembered her good deeds and the things she did but I don't think they knew the trials and tribulations she went through raising 7 kids, being an army wife, having her kids in different states, moving all because of a man. I thank God for being with her on her journey, and I thank her for being with me on my journey every step of way. She is my guardian angel, she's been sending me signs since I got got closer to God and I just really want to thank her and give her all the appreciation and love she deserve. My grandmother also have a lot of grandkids, she loves every last one of us, and she's wishing to meet her great great grandchildren soon and I'm so excited for her, even though she isn't her physically, I know she is with me spiritually. She was the best person in my eyes, my grandmother was a feisty and wild thing but she had a heart of gold and no one could take that from her. A boss was born and angel was going home. Thank You Grandma. Thank you God most importantly. Always save the best for last.
By Jaquita Burrell3 years ago in Families
Black Girl with the little black book
Here's the story of a Black Girl with a little black book. One late winter day, Jade was sitting on a family member's couch, thinking of how life could be better for her. Jade was already homeless and living with a family member was a very uncomfortable situation for her. She loved her family and they were very much help but Jade needed her own space. Jade was a very strong, independent young woman, she just couldn't find her way. Times were passing and Jade just needed a lil extra boost, she kept wondering where is my blockage coming from, why I can't think of the creative things I once thought before. So One evening Jade asked one her family members to take her to the store, Jade didn't know what she going to the store for, she just needed to get out of the house. Indeed Jade went to the store. Inside the Store Jade was just roaming to see if she could think of new ideas. Jade thought to herself, " I can start with pen and paper", So she found a isle full of sources, different notebooks, different pens, different reading books. Jade was walking and searching, she was so amazed by the different things she seen, that's when she said herself "I have to find the perfect notebook, so many colors and sizes." Jade didn't have much money so she couldn't just buy herself nice things or the things she really wanted. So she stumbled across this little black book, small enough for her and it didn't cost as much as the other books. She also bought herself one pen. Jade was excited, she had just made her first steps into creating new ideas. Jade and her family member went back to the shared home. Jade rushed out the car to go write in her new book. There was a lot of people in the home so, Jade had to wait while everyone was sleep to start brainstorming. As soon as everyone was sleep Jade took her little black book and pen, and went outside. Just as Jade picked up the pen to begin writing, her and hand fingers just went to work. She started writing down everything, from her now house to her new car to her new life, everything just came to her senses. It's like her hands just wrote the book for her. She couldn't believe her eyes, she had filled up the whole notebook within that one night. From that point on everything Jade wrote in the book begin to happen. She was blessed with a new home, a new car, and even started her own family, she followed her career pursuits, she was very successful and was able to take care of her whole family. Jade was so thankful for the little black book, she went and started a business for little girls and young women to begin pursuing their lives with little black books.
By Jaquita Burrell3 years ago in Motivation
Jaquita Burrell
Hey I've never wrote a story before but today makes March 1st and I wanted to give this a try to start my month off right. My name is Jaquita Burrell, I'm 21 and from Macon, Georgia. Since last month I've been on a spiritual journey to connect with the stars and boy has the universe showed me some interesting things. My Birthday is July 12, 1999. I'm a cancer. A natural born leader, ruled by the moon, my element is water of course. I enjoy the philosophical and spiritual aspects of life. My life path numbers are 5 and 11. I represent freedom and change, free spirits, restless nature and meeting new people. I haven't always been that way though. I'm driven to understand the unseen world and my realm is the world of spirit. I seek the truth behind everything. In this lifetime I'm a spiritual messenger and I have to spread the word. I like for my plans to be well thought out and considering all possibilities. I adapt to environments easily. I always see the bigger picture in things, things bigger than me. I'm highly energetic and creative. I'm very capable of influencing and dominating others around me ( it's the physic in me ). I have great ambition and the desire to accomplish everything that I put my mind too. I had to learn to control my emotions because Of course being a cancer we are considered "crybabies" But my emotions got to where I am today. Writing this story. I'm learning to let go of passing habits, people, and lifestyles which are no longer serving me. Large change has occurred in my career in the Stars. Change is what the starts are teaching me. I listen to my intuition and never second guess myself which has been a mistake in the past. I'm a hard worker, independent, home loving. A noble woman. I hold myself with authority and my past has given me A LOT of wisdom. I cannot be easily taken advantage of. Inactivity and isolation is highly important for me. So is moving on in a positive manner. I'm learning to appreciate my health and reconnect with myself. I carry my stones with me daily, which consists of Moonstone, Aquamarine, and Rose Quartz. I haven't gotten my Emerald yet but it's coming. I enjoy Painting. Painting is my happy place. I was once on the news when I was younger headlining for MY ARTWORK. Isn't that amazing. I was only in elementary school in the freaking newspaper like WOW. I sold 3 paintings and that made me excited. No I didn't make any financial gains but i gained happiness and peace and just the recognition I've always wanted. I have other happy places like The Beach and just standing barefooted in the grass. Meditation and spiritual development is my journey. I clearly see other people energies and it's my job to help these energies flow in the right direction. Taking things slowly is my motto. Like drake. This year will be a very successful year for me and a long time coming. Love is something to celebrate this year. This year is MY YEAR literally. Being Consistent with my goals and plans, overcoming fears, having faith in my own abilities, developing a stronger sense of success. I also got a great calling from someone this year but you won't believe who..... THE GREAT BASTET. A Bastet Calling is one of the most unique and very rare callings you could get. I'm very thankful and I did my research. Bastet had a cult where women came to her for fertility, self-love, and to just get away from men. They were dancing, singing, and drinking wine to celebrate the woman mind, body, and soul. Women also offered her cats, perfumes, and drinks that she likes. Master carried a sistrum with her and an ointment she made to protect herself. She was an Egyptian Goddess described with a Cat’s head and a human body. People always seem to say I've had the care like Bastet and The light of Uriel. Uriel My Archangel is the Angel of Light, the one who sheds light on any situation and could walk through a dark room Glowing so bright. Once you meet me, you'll see. I've enjoyed writing this and I won't care for any financial gains, just want to share my story with the stars this year. Thank you for your Opportunity
By Jaquita Burrell3 years ago in Longevity