Holly Allison-Kay
Bio
Proud mom of triplets, married to my knight in shining armour, loving life and literature!
Stories (14/0)
Chronic
Grade 5, the last year of my life as I had known it. Something had changed, switched on or off depending how you see it. Chronic illness has arrived. Darkness. BLACK. They say that black is the absence of colour. Family stands by, friends come and most go...not realizing what has happened to this human that was full of life, laughter, school, yes, school. I remember crying just saying all I want to do is just go to school and be a “normal“ teenager. After years of “what is this” that has made me into someone that cannot function with SO MANY SYMPTOMS that NO ONE can figure out, who is this person! I see 100’s of doctors, specialists, professionals, years pass by. Grade 11 sucked. But I did it. Alone in my bedroom, learning when “stable”. Graduation. I did that too. Honor roll. My mom always says “thank goodness you are smart like me”, we laugh. Yes, I laugh again. I laugh a lot with my family. You either laugh or you cry. We do a lot of both. So, we stumble upon a hero, one of many that have passed through my life. This hero says he can’t cure me but he can help me. 6 years later, here I am. The sun is shining a little brighter, peaking thru the blinds casting kaleidoscope like colour on the wall. Intriguing, this COLOUR reappearing in my life. I spend hours per week in hospital or at home attached to a pump thru my chest port. This is my life as I now know it. Celebrating milestones with vibrantly coloured cupcakes and sprinkles. Loving my hospital nurses as family. Celebratory RED cherry on the top, I just completed my BEd. With distinction. This girl who couldn’t get out of bed. I fought to get out of bed. I learned and grew while in bed. But I was not giving up. POTS. That’s it. Google it. Life changing, life sucking, POTS. It defines me. It educates me. It is me. I love me. I love life. My chronic, rainbow array of new COLOUR, crazy to some, life...as I know it.
By Holly Allison-Kay3 years ago in Poets