It's late for my mind to be wandering to thoughts of you again, I know it won't go my way but I can't help wishing one day,
My child, if I could go back, I'd go to when you were only ten. I'd tell you what I couldn't back then. Not through words spoken,
It's the little things that fill me with joy: The love found existing all around. From the every day mundane, to the ways you speak my name.
And sometimes I think I'm living this life for it to all come tumbling down. There doesn't seem to be a reason nor truth
My 2020 anthem is definitely Saved My Life by Sia. I've always loved her music but I actually only found this song during quarantine and now I'm listening to it all the time.
My 2020 anthem has to be Open Letter by The Amity Affliction. When I first found this band their songs hit me at a time I was at my lowest, they gave me the hope to continue on.
Everyone tells me how sorry they are, as they look at me with pitying eyes. Imagining how hard it must be to live as me.
My 'friend' is not always kind, in fact he's often very unkind. Spitting words of hate into my mind as if these thoughts were mine.