I'm 27 years old living on the east coast, married with two kids. While that doesn't sound sexy and exciting, it's the best I could've asked for. I married my best friend, and we have to of the most amazing children ever.
Mommy and Mary Jane
About a week ago, I had a severe depression spell. My depression comes on in waves, and sometimes it feels like oceanic storms. The waves just never ending, coming and coming and coming. With never ending days, and nights that bring on my loneliness even more. I am alone a lot, and honestly I thought it would help. I could think things through. But no, the silence allows the waves to bring on scary times.
We find ourselves in the little things and our appreciation of the present. Filling our memories with those lost or faded to time. Ever seeking the infinite, the everlasting. A way to slow the river of time and reverse it in our favor. To revisit those who no longer inhabit our current. While wading in the waters as close as we can get to those most cherished moments. Clinging to the shores so close to those we love. Careful not to look too hard or keep to ourselves, watching and begging for them to stay just a little while longer. As our hands grip lightly to the infinitesimal grains as they slip away from us. May your hourglass set on its side every chance you get, every time your love smiles.
Mommy and Mary Jane Prt. 1
The recent legalizing of marijuana has allowed me to start writing about my experiences in parenting with and without. My sons are 7 and 5, they both have autism and this is been a wild ride!! For this blog I will refer to them as my space monkeys. They are the most rad kids in the world, now as I say that, please know they can also be assholes. Yes my sons have special needs, that doesn't stop their asshole moments.