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By Tim CarmichaelPublished 4 months ago • Updated 4 months ago • 1 min read

Baptism creek ran cold

even in August,

preacher said that's how

you know it's holy.

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I held my breath underwater,

counting heartbeats

instead of sins.

Came up gasping,

still queer as a three-dollar bill

in the collection plate.

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Weathered hands taught me

to shuck corn,

sharpen blades,

spot a liar by his smile,

but nobody showed me

how to love a man

and keep my teeth.

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The general store still sells

those postcards:

"Greetings from God's Country!"

with a sunset photoshopped

over the meth labs.

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I send one every Christmas

to the boy who kissed me

behind the barn,

his address long gone,

just like his daddy's

promises.

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Now when it storms,

I stand bare-chested

on the back porch,

letting the rain

rewrite me in a gospel

these hills might yet

forgive.

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About the Creator

Tim Carmichael

Let your becoming be louder than your fear, and your smallest steps become the road you once thought impossible to walk. An Appalachian poet and cookbook author my book Beautiful and Brutal Things is on Amazon, Link šŸ‘‡

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    Written by Tim Carmichael