You got me going

You got me going, from your voice, your smile, and your sweetness you got me going. Wish I told you I like you over and over again in my head, same thing pounding away in my head like hammer to nail. ''Why can't I say it" over and over again then finally with little hesitation then I wrote, " I really like you" then lay down going why.. why.. did I do that I heard a ring from a text messages. Which scared me, and thrilled me at the same time it was him saying words I didn't want to hear. " I like you as a friend. I'm sorry" those words hurt me like getting strike down by a truck, no luck. had fantasies about what will happen he'll be. Smiling, big saying I like you too, making plans with all the joy to be had, but then dark cloud come over me. Nothing, will be like that and will we be friends... can I count on you to tell you things! I just think about you all over again wishing I had in my bed, you got me going. I wish you all the best I hope you find that special someone. Even, though I wish that someone is me you got me going crazy hazy for you. All, that remains is you and me talking, laughing at work were I used to be, you there right by my side that's a memory that's always hard for me to remember.