Without you

I didn't know why i kept coming back to you

why it seemed like a part of me will always belong to you.

why there was this unspoken undertone that we both held on to-

that i'll always let you back into my life,

just because i loved the idea of loving you.

you had every opportunity and you choose to walk away, over and over again.

you may think that i still love you,

that i care for you.

but the part of me who always thought of holding onto you has evanesced.

and you doesn't have to be a part of my life anymore,

so this is me letting you go,

and holding onto this thought that the idea of us was beautiful, but us together was a catastrophe.

And that you would have never been enough for me as i was not for you.

So this is me forging on in a beautiful an finer world without you.