Wishing

I'm always waiting,

Never stopping to think,

I've waited for years,

And let the feelings sink.

It's been a long time,

Since I saw the name,

But I never looked back,

Before that time came.

I'm always waiting.

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I'm always running,

Going towards nothing,

Looking for the path to turn,

I can only hear you singing.

Never stopping to breath,

I'm running out of air,

Heart continues to beat,

With no one to share.

I'm always running.

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I'm always dreaming,

Of everything that may come,

That can make my day,

But be quite troublesome.

In my mind,

I think all the time,

Of it in my life,

My bitter sweet sunshine.

I'm always dreaming.

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I'm always trying,

Trying to live my life,

To see others smiles,

To live or to die.

But this helps,

It helps me see,

And when I try,

I never feel empty.

I'm always trying.

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I'm always watching,

Watching the minutes tick by,

I never see the truth,

Everyone always says a lie.

But my eyes always twinkle,

Whenever it smiles,

But then I feel depressed,

When I haven't seen it for awhile.

I'm always watching.

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Never knew how hard,

how hard I cried each day,

I wanted to know,

But it always seemed to stray.

I never feel happy,

I'm always feeling down,

But something makes me laugh,

Whenever you come around.

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I'm done Waiting,

I'm done Running,

I'm done Dreaming,

I'm done Trying,

I'm done Watching,

But I'm still Wishing.