This onus is not going to fix itself
it depends on itself
it deflects on itself
No matter how many times I divert, avert – and hurt myself
I can't seem to change
Just the feeling of self pity alone can bring me the gratification
But why?
I wallow in all this self pity and still wonder why I feel alone
No one has betrayed me but myself
(This was written in 2022)
It is now 2023 and I don't feel the same
This onus is mine and it belongs to me
I am a strong believer of you will get what you deserve, and I don't look at it in such a pessimistic light anymore.
So basically when I think about it, or of it I just feel genuine positivity and it acts as reassurance to me now.
I don't really ask for peoples advice anymore too, because I have sort of learned that this life is mine and it belongs to me. I've also learned I should treat my life as I am catering to a child with needs that I have never addressed before. People undoubtedly care for children so that is why I am attempting to treat the needs in my life like the needs of a child.
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Comments (1)
This is brilliant. That last line - I can resonate. Nice work!