Why do I dream You?

Why do I dream you I don't know why do I meet you passing by in the most discomfort time eating some two balls of food chewing in my mouth and passing by you walking in front watching me again but for the first time like a place of yours from the dreams of previous life why I ended up in there I haven't been thinking about you anymore being left with whole alone for far too long

you have never loved me the way I truly did with an open mind, heart, and interest in meeting to talk behind the public fest

you were not someone who does care and when I was financially blessed I couldn't stand a day without love it was making a zero sense but for you such opportunities were to make even more and hanging out with people who are business deal you showed enough of it let you go its time to let you go for real and forever no more words .... can describe pain and all the care I put into you for far too long forgiving the taking that brought you more and put me into the state of a cage your obsession became my disease its time to release release release .....and be free see world and you as you truly are but going on with the creation where real love was healing was born and was giving much more just like that making it easier to survive between the ones who live to harm who don't know the word stop and enough

my name is called free from all in the now