Whose LOVE is Innocent?

‎Who dared pull you out of my being?  ‎Who peered at that dim thing? ‎Behind the shimmering layers of your Eyes? ‎Through them all my lies dies in open skies ‎ ‎Was it a childish longing—to make you mine?  ‎Or will it be imprisoned in the lust of my youth? ‎Before my fall— your laughter, your giggles, and that first smile’s majestic shine ‎Oh! what a sin— those promises, a burden of truth ‎ ‎Your company ignited my journey, in a world still nascent ‎Your tears are draining my spirit vacant ‎Where butterflies dance on roses- you stand magnificent ‎Tell me, whose love is innocent? ‎ ‎The sweetest chaos trapped in my heart ‎Something hides under your down lashes ‎Is this your Sacred art? ‎The silence was haunting; it left all things in ashes ‎ ‎Wherever your finger used to wander, it was a call to thrill— ‎My vision was captive in your hold so still ‎When you dreamt only in your sleep ‎I still remember that land of blossoms and peace so deep ‎ ‎Where bees sang and sipped flowers' nectar- you stand magnificent ‎Your company ignited my journey, in a world still nascent ‎But why present is not so pleasant ‎Tell me, whose love is innocent? ‎ ‎Remember the wondrous grasp of your little palm ‎No longer clutching toffees, berries, and candy cane? ‎The golden sparrow in your bag is your lucky charm ‎Please don’t take little pauses...I will run after you to steal them again ‎ ‎We drift toward strange desires ever so gently ‎How lonely is your heart and walk silently? ‎Why does the piggy bank of your remains empty ‎And...and you know that you were so testy? ‎ ‎To stand with you in every chaos, what a venture ‎How tender were your rules in that raw age ‎Where have you imprisoned that admirer of adventure? ‎Where is that time lost— who lies within that cage? ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎