Where did you go?

I remember your promises like it was yesterday,

You promised to never let go of our hands,

You gave a belief that you will be here with me,

And yet, I could only realize you were never there...

How much relief did I feel when I first saw you,

Shimmering light amidst the darkness,

Did you ever realize what did you do,

Or maybe I still couldn't get over you like you...

Another year, another new day without you,

Maybe after all these years I am a fallen one,

Do I wonder who would we be if you were here,

I still miss you, and there is none who could fill you like you...

I thought you were special, someone new to me,

I wished you were different than everyone,

There are signs about you that I didn’t realize,

You weren't mine and you wouldn't be mine...