Where Did All The Happy Go?

was i ever good enough

how do i compete with that

a faker when things get too rough

i'm getting old and getting fat

my best ain't what it used to be

and sadly, i just don't care

i struggle with what i think of me

and i cannot stand my hair

i remember when i was younger

"won't it be nice to settle in"

thinking of me, as i got older

i would be comfortable in my skin

but those days just never happened

i'm as lost as i was then

i need to have my head examined

get off my knees and try again