When is it my turn?

As I lay here in bed I wonder is it ever gonna be me ? Everyone else is happy and laughing while I’m in the other room gagging.they say it will be soon and I just have to wait.wait I don’t want to fuckin wait because by then it will be to late.i just wanna cry I just wanna cry how am I ever going to find a nice guy? With so many happy things I wonder wow will I even ever get a freakin ring.im engaged that’s all I ever hear hang on a quick moment while I wipe this tear. That’s all for now I have to say I guess I’ll just sit back and say yay.....