What I would say

The wind blew past all the marble stones; your headstone reads

Son, brother, uncle

But I know you were more than that two feet of stone

I know you were tired, but why did you leave me?

We had big plans, and I imagine you here with me.

I didn’t say you could leave; did you even think to ask?

I’m sure you’re still with me, but I feel so alone.

You’ll be safe; I can’t tell if you’ll be okay.

You can’t expect me to lie.

You never had a good poker face.

I want to memorize the lines, just in case.

You know I don’t like it when you

stare. Give me your hand; I have my

warmth to share.

I feel so cold; let me touch you again.

I’m not ready to go; this is what you

expected then.

The time is approaching.

But I’m not ready.

Are we ever?

Please don’t leave me.

I’m so sorry.