What a weird day
A poem about the time I may or may not have met Kerouac and Cassidy
What a weird day
I met Kerouac once.
He was wearing a white and pink
Short-sleeved button-down.
I met Neal Cassidy once.
He stood with him- -
that fateful day.
He wore navy blue.
Before that...
A woman was dealing—
Dealing bad.
She needed a piece
Of my spirit.
and
I gave it away.
Told myself I had it to spare.
I always forget how deep my grave
Of grievance and despair.
Dragging the feet belonging
To a vacuum of a man
Dampening his revving rapture to relieve.
A stranger's hand in mind.
I had stepped into
An altered reality.
Not actually, but maybe.
I cut through a brick tunnel
something different on the other side.
Lugging my craft
In the heat of summertime.
There is a young boy and girl dancing
To the song
Of a musician trying to make it.
Don't bother asking,
yes, I am addicted.
But there they were.
Jack and Neal.
In plain sight before me.
Walking towards them.
Jack looked at me.
I said, “Are you...”
And Neal grinned.
A truly sinister grin,
one that was electric with truth.
He was restraining
holding tightly the reins of his heart.
Words will always dampen
a moment of proof.
Jack chuckled out the side of his mouth.
“Would you like a beer kid?”
I looked down, and they were splitting a pack.
I grabbed it
Shook their hands.
“Are you…”
“Thank you.”
The only words I said to them.
That fateful day.
I have to stop writing this poem everytime.
I just stare out my apartment window.
Watch branches sway.
Listen to Jazz.
Presumably listening to jazz.
If you can listen to such a thing.
It's just sort of there
and you're with it.
The essence of the saxophone's swing.
“Would you like a beer, kid?”
I crossed the street-
And watched them walk away- -
Laughing and hugging- -
The back of their heads
More and more distant.
Until I take the corner- -
Until.
A n inferno behind the eyes
of red bricks once passed by.
I am alive again.
There is a sweaty beer
In my grip.
I think nobody
Will believe
My brief trip to the underworld,
nor do I care.
I have this beer.
This cold and sweaty beer.
In ones that wrote books--
books that set my heart on fire.
Now, in my shakey ones
the ones who try to create and aspire.
I tuck it in my bag
Later in my fridge.
Where it sits.
Waiting for the day
I publish my first book.
Or I have a kid.
Or the world is ending.
Or when it is saved.
Whichever moment is
bliss with jazz
I believe I will just know when, and
I will crack the beer's cymbal,
And I’ll have a toast
With my dead friends.
I took out a pen and paper
tried to write this poem that day
but all I could come up with was this:
Oh, moon river
Please give me a kiss.
Oh, sunny day
Hold me tight.
What a weird day.
About the Creator
Ruben De Escapado
Most know me as a poet sitting on a park bench in Central Park. Writing poetry for strangers. Before that I lived a life and learned a few things. Now I listen to what the world had to teach others. Believe in yourself and be honest. Okay.
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