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I'm not good at this. i wish i was.
Some girls are so, so good, at laughing, talking, touching.
maybe some of them touch you.
but I am so very bad.
maybe it has something to do with the way I can't think straight when you're around.
so bad, at all of it.
I know that, so I stay away, on the edge, there but not.
a shadow, ghost, glimpse of a reflection,
a fleeting thing
there but not living.
the trouble is, I see you and I want to be real.
you make me want to be real.
vibrant.
alive.
I want to be someone you could see, too.
something tangible
I wish you would and I hate how much I wish
It feels foolish. doomed. damned.
but i do.
I want.
as ever, what I can't have.
I want you.
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Chloë J.
Probably not as funny as I think I am
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