I can't get you out of my head
I'm tormented by memories that once brought me joy
Now they run deep with corruption and an unfiltered sorrow
The pain gives them a hint of grey
I've become colorblind to love
The sunshine you carried into a room is now darkness
It attracts my attention like a black hole
Pulling me in against my will, knowing it will be torment
I'm haunted by past urges and reopened scars
The scars on my arms representing each regret that runs through my head
The tip of this blade as sharp as the pain you strike in my heart
It makes me bleed raw contempt for the reflection in the mirror
While also making me feel alive
I'd relive all these bittersweet memories if it made me malicious enough to not care about you
I can't bear the thought of tears running down your cheek and collecting in your soul
The glimmer in your smile was the one light I could see on this dark trail
I'm sorry I didn't see it sooner
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