untitled romance.303

I knew as the weather got warmer

That we would eventually be no longer.

I tried not to care

But sometimes I cried

Because I felt it wasn’t fair.

The best human I had ever known,

And then they were just gone as quickly as they’d appeared.

The birds were chirping

And I swear our souls were merging.

I tried not to fall

But sometimes I fell so deep.

Sometimes it felt like I was asleep

And our time together was the best dream I’d ever known.

I was terrified of the warmth

And at first I did nothing but reject it.

But she was so perfect

And I was only hurting myself.

I don’t know what did it

But the way her kisses had me melting.

And when the pond started thawing

I knew that our time was drawing to an end.

I knew that eventually we would have to end.

I hated the ice

But you adored it.

I was barely getting by

Meanwhile,

It was your favorite time of the year.

I remember the feeling of your voice in my ear

And the way I hated to love it.

I don’t think I could use that word with you

But I know that what we had was so beautiful.

Holding your hands for the first time was such a special moment.

It was after the pond had first frozen.

Your eyes held this beautiful golden hue

And I felt like such a fool for falling.

I felt like such a fool for wanting you.

You proved to be trouble in the end,

Even though you never did anything wrong.

I wish we didn’t last so long

So I didn’t have to feel so torn when things ended.

Remember when you got offended

When I told you your makeup wasn’t well-blended.

I still think of the face you made when you were thinking.

I still wonder how one human could seem so perfect.

Even with all the heartache in the end,

I do believe everything was worth it.

It is true what people say,

How it’s better to have loved than not at all.

She was so hot and fiery,

It’s a wonder how the ice never melted early.

So funny and so charming,

And her wit is still unmatched.

And don’t get me started on her laugh;

Oh so beautiful.

Oh how harmonious.

I don’t know much

But I knew I was in love with her.

One time she left me with my thoughts

And I couldn’t help but to think

What it would be like to have tots with her.

I couldn’t help but to leave in tears.

It hadn’t even been a whole year

But it felt like a lifetime.

I am not one to whine

But it’s hard to truly find the words that accurately express

How I felt with her;

And what it felt like when she left me.

No, I’m not angry.

But I am just a little at myself,

For loving her as hard as I did;

To get so attached to her flesh?

I feel so silly.

I feel so dumb.

An excuse that I make is I was young,

But I was O so dumb and in love.

O so dumb and naive

To think that neither of us would have to leave.

I knew it,

But I tried to ignore it.

I could feel before it happened

Just how devastating it would feel when it did.

I wish I could say that it’s tragic

But really I’m more glad for the magic.

I wonder if you think of me

The way I think of you.

I wonder if your reality

Has changed so dramatically

The way mine has because of you.