I saw you today
With her
Her
Blonde
Thin
Decorative
A life sized curio
collectable
But not antique
Not yet
And I stood
In paralyzed confusion
I scanned her
Took her in
My replacement
My complete opposite
The stark contrast
A slap to my face
My insignificant, unembellished face
Old
But clean
Lined
But honest
My face
mine
And despite the sting of the slap
I wonder
What do you see in her -
Besides the obvious?
Does it go deeper -
Beyond The Superficial?
I don’t know Why I torture myself with questions
Closure?
Self harm?
I know I won’t like the answers
Either way
Asking why is pointless
And Futile
I will never understand it
What you saw in me
Not really
Not now
Not now that I have seen her
Perhaps I was a phase
An exploration of other
An attempt at minimalism
Well intentioned
But doomed to fail
So deeply ingrained is your desire for things
For Stuff
For prettiness
It's as though you seek tangible
textile proof of life
Your attachment to the material is undeniable
And she - just an ornament
Like the ones I donated to goodwill long ago.
About the Creator
Jania Williams
I have always found verbal communication challenging, so I write.
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