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Torturous Longings

Pleading to be set free

By Andrew C McDonaldPublished 3 years ago • 1 min read
Torturous Longings
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I worshipped the ground upon which you trod

Lived my every moment in your shadow

Drinking only of your light

Yet you left me in darkness

You eviscerated my very soul

With your every cutting remark

Yet I returned always for more

My only yearning to be yours

I showered you with gifts, poetry, praise

Gave unto you the very marrow of my bones

Yet you rent my heartsrings to shredded twine

With your clawed, sharpened tongue

I know I need to go ...

If ever I am to thrive

Yet my core is molten lava

Cooled only by you

If I am not enough, not what you need

Tell me... Please, just let me go

Allow me to wither without you

Or seek another way to flourish

I beg you ....

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About the Creator

Andrew C McDonald

Andrew McDonald was a 911 dispatcher for 30 yrs with a B.S. in Math (1985). He served as an Army officer 1985 to 1992, honorably exiting a captain.

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    Written by Andrew C McDonald