To My First Love
Learn to forgive yourself.
By Summer LambatanPublished 5 years ago • 1 min read
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There is nobody else,
Who made me feel love,
And hatred,
All at once,
Like you did.
You were a friend and an enemy,
A little voice of doubt in my mind
A piece of me I will always need
To feel whole.
To feel like myself.
Because when days were good
They were good,
But when days were bad,
It felt like hell.
Reprehensible,
And manic,
And terrifying.
Like I was trapped inside a ditch
Digging myself down,
Telling myself that I am unworthy
Of forgiveness.
I was my enemy
before I was ever my friend,
It felt easier to hate myself than
To give myself the love I deserved.
I accept all the bad,
And the manic,
And the terrifying,
And the out
Of
Control
Days.
You gave me strength,
And love,
And passion.
So to my first love,
I forgive you.
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About the Creator
Summer Lambatan
just a self proclaimed writer & filmmaker
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