To Be Loved

My dearest love,

I find myself consumed by anguish,

Tortured by the fear of abandonment,

Unable to shake this dreadful feeling

That you'll one day leave me alone.

My heart is heavy with the weight of love,

And though I try to quell my fears,

They seem to grow stronger with each passing day.

I know that you've never given me reason

To doubt your loyalty or affection,

But still, I am haunted by the thought

That you'll one day tire of me,

And cast me aside like a forgotten toy.

My mind is plagued by thoughts of your departure,

Of a world where you are no longer mine,

And it fills me with a terror

That threatens to consume me whole.

But despite my fears and doubts,

I know that I cannot live without you,

That the thought of losing you

Is more painful than any fear or anguish.

So, my love, I write this to you now,

To let you know that I am yours forever,

That I will love you with all my heart,

And that I will never abandon you,

No matter what may come.

Yours always,

Natasha