The odds within the tides are so familiar;
Wanting to crash against the rocky shore,
Yet always pulling away to retreat, to hide.
I’ve always wanted to be the life of the party!
A beautiful girl with an enthralling laugh.
Or a woman with style, a woman who is smart.
The woman who causes crooked smiles
In strangers on cracked sidewalks.
When I boom, and when I roar, it's quite
Awkward, it is bone chilling actually,
How I manage to make people's skin crawl.
So I am lost in a world where my head
Is stuck in the clouds, and I am the
Life of the party. The child who won
Class president in the 5th grade.
The person who likes to read philosophy.
But when the waves slap the shore,
And I am knocked back into reality,
I am reading books of poetry, fantasy
And mangas. I am dressed in black
With dark eyes that fear eye contact.
I remember that my legs are riddled
With small and thick white lines.
Those lines that remember nights
Of crying in the shower, my only
Friend, a piece of jagged glass.
Jagged just like the rocks at the shore.
I remember how I yearn to be the
Face of conventional beauty; but
Instead, I am the face of an outcast.
About the Creator
Rachel Jacobs
Welcome to The Chameleon Heart.......
@phantasma.philosophy ~ Instagram for my poetry.
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